kaoticdreams

"mother is the name for god on the lips and hearts of all children."

- Brendon Lee ( The Crow)

the more i think about it she is rather contagous.
infecting everything she touches.
after contact with her you cannot sustain life without her.
eventually she will kill you.
in my case she has made me stronger.
because i refuse to die.
because she refuses to cry.
we are the perfect match.
wow that is kind of cool.
this isnt a poem im just writing random thoughts.
havent been up to much lately.
just a mindless soul stiring in the breeze.
wondering why im still connected to this earth.
i dont want to go to school anymore.
my first real day is tomorrow.

for a while things dont seem right.
so i said fuck my thoughts and let society take me where ever it wanted me to be.
after i got out of the military i wanted my soul back.
im still fighting to get it.
agony is a drug.
as much as you dont want it sometimes you just need it.
okay im done.
i swear.
good night.