kaos1

sitting here...staring...staring into nothing, thinking of nothing, thinking of everything.


so i went and chilled at my friend reginas pad, we watched CKY 4 and cannibal: the musical, watched adult swim and bullshitted for awhile. funny we have the same tattoo within 4 inches of eachother.

on the way home i was flipping throught the radio and came across the song i dedicated to my grandfather on his funeral day. im glad it was the end of the song, otherwise i would have sang the whole thing and cried all the way across the bridge.

well my meeting w/ the club chick is today at 8. i hope things go well and i can have a better job then cooking food. im going to see if i can accually work at the club, rather then just book shows. it would kick so much ass if i could do both.

i had a friend ask me if i want to film porn w/ him and his buddy the other day and get some cash flowing. i said "well ive had my shit all planned in my head for sometime now." he seems to have everything just about lined up. if all goes well itll be good to get back in the biz. no, i wont be in them, im a director/camera man, pretty good at it too. i got a dvd i filmed a couple years ago. it was cheesy, but shit looks to be laid out good this time around. we'll see how it goes....

blah! im half drunk and i dont want to go to work in 7 hours. i want to get all drunk and tell that fat stupid fuck to suck my asshole!