Oh my goodness, its update time. Im in one of my moods so this could be a long one. But for those of you that are eagerly awaiting the Kentucky vs. Washington vote this could help you out or frustrate you more. Who knows. Im still working all the time and going to school. The friends I had been hanging out with (the ever famous Joshs) hate me now well, one Josh does. So, since he isnt talking to me the rest of the crowd isnt either. Terrific. Glad to know that I mean so much to them. Terry still gives me hugs and tells me he misses me when I see him but he never makes any effort to try to hang out either. I guess Im half at fault there since I dont go out of my way to attempt to either. The thing is, I had warned certain friends of mine that if they couldnt stop talking about each other and my other friends (whom they dont even know anything about) that Id just stop hanging out with both of them. Well, one stopped, the other didnt and I finally went off. That makes me the bitch of course. I hate when people are ignorant enough to base their opinions of people on stupid rumors people need to grow up *sigh*
On the brighter side, Ive started hanging out with some new people one being the creator of all the drama, although he hasnt even been involved in it haha Macy, John John, Sarah, Tyler, Kerry and Myclit (Michael). Who are all some of the most wonderful people I could ever ask to meet. I feel like Ive known them forever. Like I told Macy, they suck though cuz now Im not sure I want to go back to Washington. Well just have to wait and see. Its madness, today I was in the most horrible, depressed mood but then I met up with them and it brightened my entire day (even if Macy and Myclit were loser-faces that had to go to band practice). Theyre the biggest dorks ever, like me we play volleyball every Tuesday night I have haggard bruises on my arms from playing that ball is brutal. Sarah and I are now the world renowned mens volleyball team, we decided. Were both horrible (Macy wont play on our team!) its great cuz Tyler, Macy, and John John are all competitive. Theyre more tolerant of our sucking now since theyre getting used to it . We were supposed to play tonight but by the time we wrangled up everyone (cept Macy and Myclit) it was time for me to go to work. Oh well these people are some of the best friends you could ever ask for
In other news Im, once again, developing a severe dislike for someone who used to be the love of my life/best friend. Figure this one out he and I were good friends, started dating, dated for a year and then moved in together. Dated for another year, and moved to Washington. Dated for another year, and he decided Washington sucked and moved back to California. We eventually broke up but he kept telling me he loved me and wanted to get back with me, etc. So, I was considering moving back to California to work things out when some friends of mine came to Washington on tour well, his best friend was with them and informed me that he was now dating someone else. Wow, talk about having your heart ripped out. Well, we didnt talk for some time after that but gradually started talking again. He continues telling me he loves me and misses me and all that. Well, he decided that it hurts too much to talk to me and stops talking to me. Super. Then he decides that I need to come visit and see if things will work out, etc. I reminded him that he has a girlfriend and he tells me thats ok, she works all the time Wow, makes me wonder what he said to his exs while we were dating. Anywho, he keeps telling me that I need to come visit. I think its unfair to his girlfriend what hes doing (his messages are really inappropriate considering the circumstances but Ill spare you the details), and it makes me really dislike him as a person. Yet, hes still one of my good friends ugh. Boys make me crazy.
Today was pretty much a mopey day for me I dont even know why. Im kinda home sick for Washington but then I really think about it and theres only a few of my good friends that I still talk to regularly the Japican, Mikey, and a couple of my Aiden brats (who will be touring all the time anyway) and I really dont hear from any of them too much (including Mikey and the Japican) except Jake W. So, I dunno. My mom keeps calling trying to figure out when I get out of school etc to see when Id be able to go back and I dont have the heart to tell her that I might not come back. Dammit Mikey, come be the best friend you are so I can be all cuffin (dammit, Macy has me saying that now) emo and curl up and fall asleep with you! *sigh*
On the brighter side, Ive started hanging out with some new people one being the creator of all the drama, although he hasnt even been involved in it haha Macy, John John, Sarah, Tyler, Kerry and Myclit (Michael). Who are all some of the most wonderful people I could ever ask to meet. I feel like Ive known them forever. Like I told Macy, they suck though cuz now Im not sure I want to go back to Washington. Well just have to wait and see. Its madness, today I was in the most horrible, depressed mood but then I met up with them and it brightened my entire day (even if Macy and Myclit were loser-faces that had to go to band practice). Theyre the biggest dorks ever, like me we play volleyball every Tuesday night I have haggard bruises on my arms from playing that ball is brutal. Sarah and I are now the world renowned mens volleyball team, we decided. Were both horrible (Macy wont play on our team!) its great cuz Tyler, Macy, and John John are all competitive. Theyre more tolerant of our sucking now since theyre getting used to it . We were supposed to play tonight but by the time we wrangled up everyone (cept Macy and Myclit) it was time for me to go to work. Oh well these people are some of the best friends you could ever ask for
In other news Im, once again, developing a severe dislike for someone who used to be the love of my life/best friend. Figure this one out he and I were good friends, started dating, dated for a year and then moved in together. Dated for another year, and moved to Washington. Dated for another year, and he decided Washington sucked and moved back to California. We eventually broke up but he kept telling me he loved me and wanted to get back with me, etc. So, I was considering moving back to California to work things out when some friends of mine came to Washington on tour well, his best friend was with them and informed me that he was now dating someone else. Wow, talk about having your heart ripped out. Well, we didnt talk for some time after that but gradually started talking again. He continues telling me he loves me and misses me and all that. Well, he decided that it hurts too much to talk to me and stops talking to me. Super. Then he decides that I need to come visit and see if things will work out, etc. I reminded him that he has a girlfriend and he tells me thats ok, she works all the time Wow, makes me wonder what he said to his exs while we were dating. Anywho, he keeps telling me that I need to come visit. I think its unfair to his girlfriend what hes doing (his messages are really inappropriate considering the circumstances but Ill spare you the details), and it makes me really dislike him as a person. Yet, hes still one of my good friends ugh. Boys make me crazy.
Today was pretty much a mopey day for me I dont even know why. Im kinda home sick for Washington but then I really think about it and theres only a few of my good friends that I still talk to regularly the Japican, Mikey, and a couple of my Aiden brats (who will be touring all the time anyway) and I really dont hear from any of them too much (including Mikey and the Japican) except Jake W. So, I dunno. My mom keeps calling trying to figure out when I get out of school etc to see when Id be able to go back and I dont have the heart to tell her that I might not come back. Dammit Mikey, come be the best friend you are so I can be all cuffin (dammit, Macy has me saying that now) emo and curl up and fall asleep with you! *sigh*
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So where did you meet all of those cool people and where do you guys play volleyball?
So how long did you live in California? That guy kind of sounds like a dick, how could he do that to his girl friend, I think what he is doing is almost as bad as cheating on her.
Well I hope whatever decision you make is the best one for you.
Well I hope you go to the dame for the SG thing on the 20th, its going to be a good time.
I'll be back later to read.
Just thought I'd say hi!