kamuela

So here's an update. I'm still out of a job but looking kinda hard. I've moved, same town just different house. And well that about it. the only shitty part about not have a job and looking is trying to not smoke weed just in case.

So i'm gonna try write something out of my head let's see how it turns out.

The world goes by so fast, so many things I want to see but no time.
Why are things happening I can't explain, in my head, in my heart?
So exhilarating, what is this emotion that's deep in my chest.
My heart pounding with excitement, yet hesitating to leap forward.
I dip my foot into a pool of clear water, the icy feel chill's my every being.
But my heart warms me back to existence.
What is this... love of which people speak of, do we really know what it is?
Are we willing to find out what its true nature is?
We try and try but there isn't enough time to figure it out.
I am bombarded by hate, grief and sadness.
These feelings come and go and the most inopportune times.

Why?

Are we not meant to know our true hearts desire?
I refuse to let them get in the way.
I will succeed, I will strive for my ultimate goal, I will keep getting up and push forward till I believe I have found my answer.

I will... Love.


Well i'll see what you guys think of it. let me know.
And till next time, Life is too short to crowd it with hate and sadness.