kamuela

Sometimes you wonder why you're here on earth. You can never get a straight answer. But you still ask yourself the same question, "Why am I here?", "What am I supposed to do?". You keep throwing things around in your head, but you just can't quite figure it out. So you give up, it seems nothing and no one is for you. You just simply... quit. Well, here's what I tell you, the world is a cruel place, where friends whom you think to be close to you stab you in the back and family looks for a sign of weakness to pick at. Pick yourself up and break on through the turmoil. Fear can be helpful in time of great need, if you know how to use it. I am my own person, no one can tear me down, no one can break me, no on can change who I am.

I don't know why I just wrote that, I guess it feels like to me that a lot of people feel the way the first half of that paragraph talks about. I was once like that, but I overcame myself doubt and believed in myself. I know there are only a few people on my friends list that actually check out my blog, but maybe it helps at least one person. And there are people out there who are trustworthy enough, enough even to trust them with your life.

So today I went on a well need ride. We were going to go up through Estancia and over to Mountainaire. But the weather was a bit chilly and wet for some of us. So we went to the other side of Albuquerque. It was great to get out with friends and the road.

Slowly getting caught up at work. We feel behind by about a week of work. Main reason was my fault, I didn't step up in time to make sure everything got done right. So now I'm doing everything myself which I should have done in the first place.

So tomorrow, more stress relieving, go and hit people with sticks. I still want you guys to check it out at least once. I will say it's not for everyone. But I think it's a good community of people, nation wide, even in Europe and East Asia and Australia. It's more than just fighting, there's Arts & Sciences, Archery, Axe Throwing, Coursing, and many other things to do.

Well, till next time, keep your head up and looking forward.

And if anyone plans to visit Albuquerque, let me know, I'd be happy to take you on a real tour on my Bike.