kamikazepilotgea

Fun in the tub that was 2 nights ago. Laying with my backside next to my honey. Feeling lightheaded from the cran and vodkas binge, delirious with sweet talk. Lathered up and submerged in the water, felt like a rubber ducky being played with. I swear I was floating but you know what my tub is not very deep. But that night it was.

Finally got around to cleaning up my comicbook collection. I always tend to forget what a geek I am, but the last few days have been a definate reminder (especially when I started baggin and putting each comicbook in number order acording to series...sheeeshhh). I'm really astonished at how many of these titles I collected over the years. I even found a few Dazzler comics,...
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I been in a runt state. Depression and despair. I don't know what the fuck I'm doing, I'm not happy. My boyfriend says that my life is good, but even though I had many fortunate things happen my emotional inbalance always overweights the good. Thank you xdaniellex for that lovely email. It temp. lifted the grumpy disturb veil from my face.

Out of boredom gea changes her profile pic.

Went to go see Gogol Bordello at the bowery ballroom on sat. night. It was a blast, soaked my sorrows with some tasty cran & vodkas, managed not to go insane.
Had a strange dream last night....dreamt that a UFO ship was outside my house and they had grabbed hold of my cat. I quickly grabbed on to my kittie's leash as the spaceship kept...
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I'm off to the movies today. TOOOOOOOO HOTTTT to be sitting in a house with no air conditioner. Probably go see Lillo & Stitch again. Yes again, even though disney made it, it was very impressive material for the likes of them.

Today I decided to call my friend Paul up, I hadn't talk to him in a couple of months. We talked for about 15 minutes and it was pure misery. I don't know if he has always been this way but he sounded like a monotone jerk. He kept having this "I'm too cool I don't need to fuss about anything" attitude. He used to...
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My grandma just got of the hospital and since she's been fighting with gramps she's staying in my room for hopefully a week and no more. I get to sleep in the spooky first floor on an inflatable matress which does horrors on my back and neck. I feel like a human pretzel when I awake. To make things worse I've been scaring myself to...
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had too much to dream last night...

Dreamt that I was to be buried alive. My entire family was proud of me. My brother took me out for drinks at a cocktail bar where I thought the booze would ease my tremors about the whole situation. In the bar I kept getting images of being underneath in a coffin and losing air slowly, my nails...
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BASTARDOS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(a picture was seen once here before...but is no more)

Woke up to my kitty screaming <b>MEOWWWWWW!!!! </b> Which roughly translates to "rise and shine bitch it's beautiful outside and I wanna go out."
Feeling like a spacecase from barely sleeping, yet I'm able to be productive today. Trying to get things done so I can finally put up my website. The starving artist life is a tiresome

ps. still haven't gone job hunting.

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