Why does everything I do have to go to the shitter! Every time I get my shit together something fucked up has to happen to fuck me over again.
Be it a ticket, my relationship of nearly five years ending, meeting people who lie to me for thier own gain, others that claim to be friends and backstab me the first chance they get, everyone I depend on leaving me stranded, and today to top it getting fucking T-boned by some jackass that cant drive. Then I get home and find out my grandfather has to go back to egypt for the winter to pass because everyones afraid he is not going to be able to handle the cold this time around, not even sure he is going to be able to survive his trip...
Everything just sucks right now... try to find things to fill the voids and take the mind off it all but they come with thier own problems. And to just add to that I don't feel that there is anyone I can turn to... no one there to support me. No one there just to be there, to sit with me, to talk with me... don't have much family left and all the friends have gone and either left the area or have fucked me over and contributed to the issues at hand... I just want to say fuck it and give up, but what good would that do. Just bring my family that is left and the few that I can talk to much grief...
FUCK IT ALL! SET THE WORLD ON FIRE! CONSUME ME, DESTROY MY VERY EXISTENCE!
Be it a ticket, my relationship of nearly five years ending, meeting people who lie to me for thier own gain, others that claim to be friends and backstab me the first chance they get, everyone I depend on leaving me stranded, and today to top it getting fucking T-boned by some jackass that cant drive. Then I get home and find out my grandfather has to go back to egypt for the winter to pass because everyones afraid he is not going to be able to handle the cold this time around, not even sure he is going to be able to survive his trip...
Everything just sucks right now... try to find things to fill the voids and take the mind off it all but they come with thier own problems. And to just add to that I don't feel that there is anyone I can turn to... no one there to support me. No one there just to be there, to sit with me, to talk with me... don't have much family left and all the friends have gone and either left the area or have fucked me over and contributed to the issues at hand... I just want to say fuck it and give up, but what good would that do. Just bring my family that is left and the few that I can talk to much grief...
FUCK IT ALL! SET THE WORLD ON FIRE! CONSUME ME, DESTROY MY VERY EXISTENCE!