kalleigh

my good god its cold.
im at work right now
and im the only one here
so needless to say im getting nothing done.
which is totally fine because i only have a short list of things to do today
and i know that if i just go to town on my list
ill be sitting around the rest of the day with nothing to do looking like an ass.
so instead im going to sit around with nothing to do
and look like an ass
when no one else is here to see it

genius huh?!?!

but yea
cold cold cold.
it was like 38-45 degrees in the warehouse when i got here this morning
so i have two pairs of pants on
(thank god ive lost some weight lately
cause all my jeans are too big
so i can wear sweats under them)
then i have a long undershirt on
another long shirt over that
a regular shirt over that
a half shirt
a sleeveless sweater
a sleeved sweater
and a sweatshirt
and the lower half of me is wrapped in a blanket
i have two pairs of thick socks on
and gloves.

so if you were picturing me sitting around work
naked
masturbating to porn
id have to get through a million layers to do it
and be REALLY brave
cause my hands are fucking freezing lol.

so sorry i killed that visual for you.


so im just gonna keep rambling here.

i kinda have a date-ish thingy tonight.
not sure if its really a date.
i hate those types of things.
a friend of mine from the bay area is gonna be up in sac
so he wanted to kidnap me and take me out.

so we're gonna grab dinner after i get off work
maybe have a drink
then go to the movies.
so we'll see.
he's a great guy.
like really great.
too bad im not attracted to him

oh well
it happens right?!?

i cant wait to get paid today
ive been looking at apartments
and for roommates
so im saving up as much as i possibly can to try and move out asap.
so far ive got at least two places with roommates lined up to go look at
and then im waiting to hear back from two other places
about living alone to go look at.
to be perfectly honest
everyone's like
"you should have roomies"
but im so ready to just be on my own for a while
i love peace and quiet
and to just have my own space.
i want to come home
collapse on my bed
in my own room
in my own place
walk around naked through the whole place
as much and as often as i like.
ive looked at a few studios,
which might be fine for a while i guess
but id like my own bedroom
so that i can invite people over
and not have everyone have to sit on my bed
ive done that for too long.
i just need some breathing room right now.
i just need to get away from all the things
and all the people that are creating so much drama in my life
and just relax.

plus having my own place
and my own living room
and space
would mean i could dance again
without anyone bothering me


but yea.
nuf ranting
ill go try and do something more productive.

xo
hope everyone has a good weekend.