kalkr8z

So, about that guy with the girlfriend... it's about that time...when he has to make the decision to stay with her and work it out or break u with her and take a chance with me. I hate to put him in a situation like that - but he makes it seem like it's okay to care about him and I should feel secure in the fact that he cares for me too but when the weekend roles around and she's on her way to his house and I'm on my way home from his house... I get a little confused. And now, she doesn't want us talking at all cuz it makes her uncomfortable. Well, hello! I would be uncomfortable too if I was her. I am sleeping with him, afterall. My question is: if he really doesn't care and he's just sticking it out long enough to let her go easily for her sanity's sake - then why is he complying to her request and having to sneak around to talk to me? WTF? I think maybe, just maybe, I've been had.Played. Fooled. Whatever you wanna call it - I fell for the bullshit hook, line, and sinker. In true Kali form, once again, I suck.