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Everytime I come to this site, I try and make a mental note to come more often... maybe I should make a physical note this time... it's been a while.
Anyways, my son is almost 7 months old now and we're doing wonderfully. He' s amazing in so many ways and I've never been happier, overall.
On the man front, I've found that that's all it is - a front. I don't get how men think. Maybe I just can't simplify things that much. I'm not talking shit... it's fact. They just don't complicate things as much as women do. Unless the man is Josh, of course. He's proven to think things over until he doesn't remember where he started. Most men, however, are fairly simple. Just not the ones I choose. JR - very complex person on a variety of levels. I don't know that I truly know him... but from what I get so far, he's just a squirrel tryin to get a nut, for the most part. I believe he really cared about me for a brief period of time in our relationship. I just think that time came and went but he stuck around for the nut I mentioned a minute ago. I am not interested in serving brazilian nuts anymore... I am not interested in serving anything at all to someone as twisted as he is. Talk about a mind fuck. If I hadn't seen his emotionally abusive protege earlier in my experience with men, I'd have really been confused at this point. Luckily, Casper was a warm up act for this one.
I have a new (well, not new... but reocurring) "love" interest. I hate to put it in this blog at all since he deserves the respect to not be grouped in with these other assholes mentioned above. I'll wait il there's more to tell anyway. We're just taking things one day at a time... so that we might do it right this time.