kalischild

Wow.

I really am becoming more insidiously self-destructive than I previously imagined possible.

Things fall apart, the center will not hold...

Ami has now confirmed it for me. I have the worst job ever.

Anyone hiring in the gigolo sector? I can fake a great Italian accent...

Scheisser. I need a new job.

Calling all burners. I don't know about you, but I've been waiting for our team to get some nutz for about 6 years.

http://www.odeonbar.com/petition/1/petition.php?do=do_sign

If you care about The Burn, at least read it. Make up your own mind.

But all that agree?

Ah lurve you.

Ah lurve you in teh neck.

People's capacity for denial, rationalization, and self destruction are endlessly fascinating to me.

My nineteen year old friend who's getting married to feel 'complete'. Another friend's quest for complete isolation. My Boo's questt for complete reduction of her life to the contents of her CD case. Other little bits of destructive obsessions.

Me?

I'm past all of that now.

It was a long road, and...
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Hmm.

Feeling a little old, and not very pretty. Any suggestions?

(Shut up, Ami)

I am becoming a fucking liability.

And am spiralling towards being completely out of control.

I miss thunder.

The deep rolling boom of it.

That one sound. A sound that passes through you, and for the moment it takes to roll on past, you feel as big as the thunderclouds.And excited, and alive.

I wonder if they have thunder in Seattle.

I think I must miss the South.

Thunderheads and lightning bugs, and hard, hot rain.

I'll only say it once.

Dear god.

I'm single.

Alright.

I'm done freaking out.

Off to be trouble, and fierce, and something aproximating complete again.

So. That's all it took. I just needed to get laid.

cutebundlesofsoftgirlsighsmoansscreamssweatmovementpassiondesiredrivingteasingtasteofgirleverythingcleanandsimpleitmakesthenoisestop.

Feeling clean and pure.

So, now it appears that it may be time to experiment with new styles of libertinism. Seeds planted years ago are beginning to bear fruit, and I have lived too long by the limitations of others. If people have only one hundredth of the passion, the fire, the desire, and the hunger that you feel in your heart, than perhaps you should surround yourself by...
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