Heh.
Last night, for the first time since my breakup, I went out with friends and had a great time, without unconsciously looking for someone to fill the hole the abscence of my partner had left.
I'm going back to black, and feel just a little pretty.
And I kicked ASS at Texas hold-em.
My favorite person in the world is coming home, after a...
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Last night, for the first time since my breakup, I went out with friends and had a great time, without unconsciously looking for someone to fill the hole the abscence of my partner had left.
I'm going back to black, and feel just a little pretty.
And I kicked ASS at Texas hold-em.
My favorite person in the world is coming home, after a...
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The problem with being single is that it opens you up to being bored.
Without someone guaranteed to be willing to hang out with you that you would be willing to hang out WITH.
Without someone guaranteed to be willing to hang out with you that you would be willing to hang out WITH.
It's like I woke up one day, and all the lovers and all the fighters were gone.
Replaced by simpering fear-junkies, hiding in their caves.
I shiver at the memory of the relationship time tunnel.
Single would be fun, if there were people to play with.
Replaced by simpering fear-junkies, hiding in their caves.
I shiver at the memory of the relationship time tunnel.
Single would be fun, if there were people to play with.
fractal:
it's true.
I think we were all just too jaded, too defeated, too tired to keep up with it anymore.
I think we were all just too jaded, too defeated, too tired to keep up with it anymore.
I just realized something.
I don't so much hit on people so much as I throw down.
When I actually meet someone I genuinely find attractive I don't really take into consideration that most people don't jump to the same conclusions about strangers as I do; I immediately come to a decision (often right, sometimes hideously wrong) about people based on their carriage, posture, the...
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I don't so much hit on people so much as I throw down.
When I actually meet someone I genuinely find attractive I don't really take into consideration that most people don't jump to the same conclusions about strangers as I do; I immediately come to a decision (often right, sometimes hideously wrong) about people based on their carriage, posture, the...
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gogo:
it doesn't seem odd at all to me 
gogo:
ahahahahah 
I realized today that I'm in love with a dead girl.
I realized today that one of the most important steps that you can take in the process of healing after a bad breakup ( or even while trying to keep a breakup from going bad) is to realize one simple thing.
The person you initially fell in love with is dead.
Or at least...
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I realized today that one of the most important steps that you can take in the process of healing after a bad breakup ( or even while trying to keep a breakup from going bad) is to realize one simple thing.
The person you initially fell in love with is dead.
Or at least...
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kay:
*hammer* *hammer*
Another nail please?
*hammer*
Coffins should also stay shut.
~cheers
Another nail please?
*hammer*
Coffins should also stay shut.
~cheers
Fidelitas.
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gogo:
oh thank you 
Sometimes, very rarely, I find myself standing on the wrong side of a closed door. Sometimes I find myself having to walk away from someone Ive loved; but, like Orpheus, Im always compelled to look back. Then there are those OTHER times, when conflict reaches such an intensity that the doors are slammed closed, locked down, nailed shut, boarded up, and the house they were...
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amitabha:
your crush: Really cute, slightly mad.. OMG IS THAT ME?!?!
fractal:
Ami is such a fag.
and you tell them your name?
and you tell them your name?
I very much want company right now, either a close friend or a virtual stranger.
A want to feel safe, and not alone.
I'm not really emo, I just want touch, with no pressure, or risk.
Le sigh.
A want to feel safe, and not alone.
I'm not really emo, I just want touch, with no pressure, or risk.
Le sigh.
kay:
*grin*
Oh, I'm too far away.
~cheers
Oh, I'm too far away.
~cheers
amitabha:
we are officially not friends anymore. because you suck.
Alrighty.
This one goes out to my techie friends specifically, although anyone elses input, anecdotes, or experiences would be appreciated.
Im going back to school this year, and Im trying to decide between two radically divergent fields. The first, nursing, isnt anything Id expect the techs could throw much light on (No offense intended if Im wrong, but I figure its a safe assumption.)
The...
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This one goes out to my techie friends specifically, although anyone elses input, anecdotes, or experiences would be appreciated.
Im going back to school this year, and Im trying to decide between two radically divergent fields. The first, nursing, isnt anything Id expect the techs could throw much light on (No offense intended if Im wrong, but I figure its a safe assumption.)
The...
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amitabha:
S5 is right for the most part. Except where he talks about going with a Mac.
If you analyze the IT Industry, you'll find that PC's are in the majority, while Mac's are in the specialized minority. Very very few large industries use Mac's besides well, Apple, and the majority of the animation / film companies. Using a PC won't limit you from being able to utilize the benefits of a UNIX platform, or learning how write code using the POSIX libraries and it will keep you open to the massive PC based IT market. Basically if you limit yourself to a small specialized computer system, you limit your job selection or hamper your resume appeal unless you're working freelance or for SG. I'm not saying you can't get a job if you use a Mac, but what I'm telling you is that 90+ % of the IT industry is PC based which means that MORE THAN LIKELY, even if you learn how to code on a Mac, you're going to end up working a job where you use a PC and so therefore it would be more beneficial to stick with a more widely accepted and utilized platform.
Get a Mac for the style, Get a PC for the functionality.
Just my 2 cents. I won't hate you if you get a Mac.
If you analyze the IT Industry, you'll find that PC's are in the majority, while Mac's are in the specialized minority. Very very few large industries use Mac's besides well, Apple, and the majority of the animation / film companies. Using a PC won't limit you from being able to utilize the benefits of a UNIX platform, or learning how write code using the POSIX libraries and it will keep you open to the massive PC based IT market. Basically if you limit yourself to a small specialized computer system, you limit your job selection or hamper your resume appeal unless you're working freelance or for SG. I'm not saying you can't get a job if you use a Mac, but what I'm telling you is that 90+ % of the IT industry is PC based which means that MORE THAN LIKELY, even if you learn how to code on a Mac, you're going to end up working a job where you use a PC and so therefore it would be more beneficial to stick with a more widely accepted and utilized platform.
Get a Mac for the style, Get a PC for the functionality.
Just my 2 cents. I won't hate you if you get a Mac.
vielus:
if you go for your RN (respect) let me know.
I forgot just how narcotizing the work/sleep/depression combo can be.
I simply can't motivate myself to leave the house.
I feel like Wynona Ryder in Beetlejuice.
I simply can't motivate myself to leave the house.
I feel like Wynona Ryder in Beetlejuice.
olivia:
I just had a dream about you. You were living at our house and we kept all our laundry in this one room. One day I went in there and all your laundry had gone, we could tell because nothing black was in there. s5 turned to me and said "I guess he has a girlfriend now." We were both really bummed.
trilobyte:
I just had a conversation with a mutual friend about you. We were discussing someone whose pants I was told you were trying to get into, and while we both thought that she wasn't much of a person, we agreed she should have connected those dots and let you have your way with her. Could have changed her forever for the better, and if nothing else we're both sure you'd have had a good time playing with her.
Sorry to hear about that cycle... I've got the same deal going on at the moment, sans work. If you've got to be someone in that movie, it may as well be Wynona. It ends quite well for her. And bonus - nobody ever made a shitty sequel. You might want to just keep on that path for a bit..
Sorry to hear about that cycle... I've got the same deal going on at the moment, sans work. If you've got to be someone in that movie, it may as well be Wynona. It ends quite well for her. And bonus - nobody ever made a shitty sequel. You might want to just keep on that path for a bit..
I do hope you are back, and for good.
~cheers