Monday Sep 12, 2005

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There's a feeling of something unfinished...

A sensation like the quick, ice-cold-hot feeling of a razor's thin cut on your skin.

I still remember the warm distance of your eyes, girl; a million miles to cross with smiles and fingers.

And I wonder what would have been if we had kissed, or if I had been in this world the night that you called.

Distance, and complications.

Tick tock.
noelani:
By George, I think I've found it!! (where is that saying from? Who's George?...)

Copied from a post in another friends journal, and I thought you might find it interesting due to our ongoing dialogue about why I'm feeling so disconnected. :

Hhmm.... someone is sounding like me as of late. Though I think my motivation (Getting my business back on track and being successful) is coming back into focus. Since I've been back from BM, and where I thought I would be (my thoughts being made when I lived in NY) is not where I pictured, my whole sense of purpose and/or direction of my life has been all askew. It's been weird trying to decompress and adjust to that reality. Now I've just realized that I'm not where I wanted to be because I'm not trying hard enough to make it happen. My focus has been blaming other things happening in my life but in reality it's just me that has to take my life by the reigns and go.

Oh, and (in response to your last entry), pancakes and EZ cheeze.... Seriously, there's much better things to put in your mouth, even if you're in the middle of the desert. And, I went to Absinthe once, a long time ago before going to the ballet, and though they had excellent champagne the food was left to be desired. Admittedly, there was about one thing on the menu my dietary restrictions would allow me to eat.

[Edited on Sep 12, 2005 12:27PM]
nixon:
There is a sensation of something unfinished...
oh, wait. That's just my drink.

See ya this evening?

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