Sometimes... I feel damn near asexual.
Apparently, there's something... (something I'm unable to define) about me that makes me unapproachable, unattractive, undesireable, or , well, something.
I arract wingmen, not lovers. The broken chase me, while my own tribe runs away; strange boys with lazy eyes get more lovins than me. Cocaine hair hipsters have stables, while I sleep alone. I can spend hours talking to a girl, give her an orgasm, and then never hear from her again.
Once upon a time, that was the definition of a perfecrt date.
Times, as they say, change.
Tonight, I had a wonderful dinner with a gorgeous girl, who insisted on paying for everything. When it came to be time to leave, we hugged, and walked away.
This does not compute.
Riddle me this, friendslist... what is my particular albatross?
Brutal honesty is, by the way, hott.
Apparently, there's something... (something I'm unable to define) about me that makes me unapproachable, unattractive, undesireable, or , well, something.
I arract wingmen, not lovers. The broken chase me, while my own tribe runs away; strange boys with lazy eyes get more lovins than me. Cocaine hair hipsters have stables, while I sleep alone. I can spend hours talking to a girl, give her an orgasm, and then never hear from her again.
Once upon a time, that was the definition of a perfecrt date.
Times, as they say, change.
Tonight, I had a wonderful dinner with a gorgeous girl, who insisted on paying for everything. When it came to be time to leave, we hugged, and walked away.
This does not compute.
Riddle me this, friendslist... what is my particular albatross?
Brutal honesty is, by the way, hott.
In all seriousness, from the moment I met you back in Denver, I had a certain amount of a crush. You are smart, funny, and 100% fuckable. You were one of my favourite people to see, even if you were just hanging out at the club, even if we did not speak. I'm not sure if that is a response you are looking for or not, but it is true. I think you are simply fascinating, and I suspect that in time, when the time is right, it will fall in to place. *shrug*
I think people tend to stay away from a few qualities you posess. You are intense. You are predatory. You do not do small talk. Meeting someone like you on common ground is difficult for a lot of people. Your body language is confident. THAT alone is intimidating to the sheep.
I hope it helps.
~cheers