Friday Jul 09, 2004

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I am finding subtler and subtler was to destroy myself.

Focus on the amorphous, the unattainable, and those to whom true desire is abhorrent to their identity.

Try to find the method in the actions of the foolish and mad.

Break all the old rules, and allow things to escape the rigidity of your control, allow the blind to teach you how to see.

I am, in effect, letting myself fall for my own old tricks, as they are wielded by others. Sacrificing myself to the children.

Pushing through a crowd of grey people, drowning beneath their weight. Trying to stay focused in the abscence of her.

But we remember what Nietzsche said, neh?
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vielus:

nietzshe said many things, one of the better ones i feel is that there are no interesting people in heaven. Guess I'll see him in hell.

You know anyone in Boston?
samyung:
Some folks believe that the best way to invoke change within a system is through subtle changes over a long period of time, allowing for all parties involved to flow through the transition painlessly. Of course, this can be an utterly fruitless endeavor if the system in place does not have the tools required to produce an adequate change. I prefer the bulldozer approach which favors dismantling the system completely to make room for something better. When riding the "self-destruction" bulldozer however, make sure you at least leave enough support structure standing to set your hat on. It's a very nice hat after all.

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