kalischild

I am finding subtler and subtler was to destroy myself.

Focus on the amorphous, the unattainable, and those to whom true desire is abhorrent to their identity.

Try to find the method in the actions of the foolish and mad.

Break all the old rules, and allow things to escape the rigidity of your control, allow the blind to teach you how to see.

I am, in effect, letting myself fall for my own old tricks, as they are wielded by others. Sacrificing myself to the children.

Pushing through a crowd of grey people, drowning beneath their weight. Trying to stay focused in the abscence of her.

But we remember what Nietzsche said, neh?