kalischild

I am hungry.

I am hungry for time.

I am hungry for the future to become the now, for everything I've worked and worked on to come to sweet, bloody fruition.

When I find what I want, I tend to work on it for a very, very long time.

Patience and endurance.

Pride and self-respect.

Hunger and hate and desire.

These things are fuel.

These things are the sum and the whole of inevitability.

I adore inevitability.

Inevitability is better than the first hot friction of penetration; it's better than an old, smooth wine. Inevitability is better because if feels exactly like both.

Inevitability is the knowing that on the day I have The Girl, and The Dream, and my own leetle pirate ship, and my own RV... Inevitability is the knowing that on that day, not even those that are closest to me will know for how long (or how meticulously) it had all been planned.

I am hungry for the Now to begin.

But I am patient as dark stone.

Time is nothing more than the air I breathe.