Sometimes, very rarely, I find myself standing on the wrong side of a closed door. Sometimes I find myself having to walk away from someone Ive loved; but, like Orpheus, Im always compelled to look back. Then there are those OTHER times, when conflict reaches such an intensity that the doors are slammed closed, locked down, nailed shut, boarded up, and the house they were...
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I very much want company right now, either a close friend or a virtual stranger.
A want to feel safe, and not alone.
I'm not really emo, I just want touch, with no pressure, or risk.
Le sigh.
A want to feel safe, and not alone.
I'm not really emo, I just want touch, with no pressure, or risk.
Le sigh.
kay:
*grin*
Oh, I'm too far away.
~cheers
Oh, I'm too far away.
~cheers
amitabha:
we are officially not friends anymore. because you suck.
Alrighty.
This one goes out to my techie friends specifically, although anyone elses input, anecdotes, or experiences would be appreciated.
Im going back to school this year, and Im trying to decide between two radically divergent fields. The first, nursing, isnt anything Id expect the techs could throw much light on (No offense intended if Im wrong, but I figure its a safe assumption.)
The...
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This one goes out to my techie friends specifically, although anyone elses input, anecdotes, or experiences would be appreciated.
Im going back to school this year, and Im trying to decide between two radically divergent fields. The first, nursing, isnt anything Id expect the techs could throw much light on (No offense intended if Im wrong, but I figure its a safe assumption.)
The...
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amitabha:
S5 is right for the most part. Except where he talks about going with a Mac.
If you analyze the IT Industry, you'll find that PC's are in the majority, while Mac's are in the specialized minority. Very very few large industries use Mac's besides well, Apple, and the majority of the animation / film companies. Using a PC won't limit you from being able to utilize the benefits of a UNIX platform, or learning how write code using the POSIX libraries and it will keep you open to the massive PC based IT market. Basically if you limit yourself to a small specialized computer system, you limit your job selection or hamper your resume appeal unless you're working freelance or for SG. I'm not saying you can't get a job if you use a Mac, but what I'm telling you is that 90+ % of the IT industry is PC based which means that MORE THAN LIKELY, even if you learn how to code on a Mac, you're going to end up working a job where you use a PC and so therefore it would be more beneficial to stick with a more widely accepted and utilized platform.
Get a Mac for the style, Get a PC for the functionality.
Just my 2 cents. I won't hate you if you get a Mac.
If you analyze the IT Industry, you'll find that PC's are in the majority, while Mac's are in the specialized minority. Very very few large industries use Mac's besides well, Apple, and the majority of the animation / film companies. Using a PC won't limit you from being able to utilize the benefits of a UNIX platform, or learning how write code using the POSIX libraries and it will keep you open to the massive PC based IT market. Basically if you limit yourself to a small specialized computer system, you limit your job selection or hamper your resume appeal unless you're working freelance or for SG. I'm not saying you can't get a job if you use a Mac, but what I'm telling you is that 90+ % of the IT industry is PC based which means that MORE THAN LIKELY, even if you learn how to code on a Mac, you're going to end up working a job where you use a PC and so therefore it would be more beneficial to stick with a more widely accepted and utilized platform.
Get a Mac for the style, Get a PC for the functionality.
Just my 2 cents. I won't hate you if you get a Mac.
vielus:
if you go for your RN (respect) let me know.
I forgot just how narcotizing the work/sleep/depression combo can be.
I simply can't motivate myself to leave the house.
I feel like Wynona Ryder in Beetlejuice.
I simply can't motivate myself to leave the house.
I feel like Wynona Ryder in Beetlejuice.
olivia:
I just had a dream about you. You were living at our house and we kept all our laundry in this one room. One day I went in there and all your laundry had gone, we could tell because nothing black was in there. s5 turned to me and said "I guess he has a girlfriend now." We were both really bummed.
trilobyte:
I just had a conversation with a mutual friend about you. We were discussing someone whose pants I was told you were trying to get into, and while we both thought that she wasn't much of a person, we agreed she should have connected those dots and let you have your way with her. Could have changed her forever for the better, and if nothing else we're both sure you'd have had a good time playing with her.
Sorry to hear about that cycle... I've got the same deal going on at the moment, sans work. If you've got to be someone in that movie, it may as well be Wynona. It ends quite well for her. And bonus - nobody ever made a shitty sequel. You might want to just keep on that path for a bit..
Sorry to hear about that cycle... I've got the same deal going on at the moment, sans work. If you've got to be someone in that movie, it may as well be Wynona. It ends quite well for her. And bonus - nobody ever made a shitty sequel. You might want to just keep on that path for a bit..
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kyla_____:
Good luck!!!!!
kay:
How did the interview go??
~cheers
~cheers
I do believe that I will look back on today as the day I stopped looking backwards, began walking forwards, and stopped acting like a fucking liability.
I may be a fucking psychopath, but I'm a psychopath who can quote Rumi, Yeats, And DMX.
::Fist::
I may be a fucking psychopath, but I'm a psychopath who can quote Rumi, Yeats, And DMX.
::Fist::
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olivia:
RE: Vegan = the new gay
Don't I know it. Next we're going to have to wear green triangles around.
PS: Your "makes me sad" totally isn't true. That boy is a crumpled bitch with no nuts
You is fine. Turn around, let me see the back.
OOOOH WEE!!!
Don't I know it. Next we're going to have to wear green triangles around.
PS: Your "makes me sad" totally isn't true. That boy is a crumpled bitch with no nuts
You is fine. Turn around, let me see the back.
OOOOH WEE!!!
kay:
You are one of my favorite psychos.
~cheers
~cheers
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fractal:
the television is telling me about the greys.
they only seem to go get hicks.
they only seem to go get hicks.
amitabha:
no, honestly it's not that cool.
Oh.
My.
Fucking.
God.
Two words. Zombie Porn. Motherfucking Zombie Porn
I puked a little while fully erect.
It's THAT good.
It's THAT wrong.
My.
Fucking.
God.
Two words. Zombie Porn. Motherfucking Zombie Porn
I puked a little while fully erect.
It's THAT good.
It's THAT wrong.
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midknight:
haha thats great!!! 
kay:
I want that statement as a t-shirt.
"i puked a little while fully erect..."
~cheers
"i puked a little while fully erect..."
~cheers
Two hours of sleep.
Sweet Jesus.
Two fucking hours of sleep.
This would'n t be so bad, except yesterday?
I got three hours of sleep.
Sweet Jesus.
Two fucking hours of sleep.
This would'n t be so bad, except yesterday?
I got three hours of sleep.
echo:
sleep is over~rated. trust me please.
*blowing socks off* I'm still thinking of ways. many many ways. great now I feel I look like a perv or something.
something about barbarella, a blank canvass for a room and lots of acid comes to mind though.
Trips up and down the coast, mushroom eating, scavenger hunting and hot spring dipping do too.
*blowing socks off* I'm still thinking of ways. many many ways. great now I feel I look like a perv or something.
something about barbarella, a blank canvass for a room and lots of acid comes to mind though.
Trips up and down the coast, mushroom eating, scavenger hunting and hot spring dipping do too.
Bitches...
Tell me what you love.
Tell me what you love.
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deanna:
when you call me bitch
kyla_____:
The beach :>
Light.
kay:
Mag?
Thanks for the birthday lovins.
~cheers
Thanks for the birthday lovins.
~cheers
fractal:
I'M NUMBER ONE!
just cause.
just cause.
Loathing.
Fear and Loathing.
On Valentine's Day.
Fear and Loathing.
On Valentine's Day.
trilobyte:
Hahah - in the DVD player right now, I shit you not, is the second disc from the Criterion collection set of Fear And Loathing. Genius. If I'm not half asleep in another twenty minutes, I'm gonna drop back to disc 1 and watch the movie again.
odi omnes
odi omnes
fractal:
National Singles Awareness Day
and you tell them your name?