Tuesday Jul 01, 2003

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So it's late....again. Not had enough to drink....again.
Wondering if San Diego will call tomorrow. Phone interview went descent, but no further contact.

Needs to move to a new city for a fresh start, this hairless monkey does.

45 calender days between me and freedom....must find another job. eeek

Sunday Jun 29, 2003

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So i was thnking....Doing that a lot lately really...
*desperately trying to wave smoke away* Damn the air is getting thick in here.

Anyway I have discovered over the last 72 hours that everything I thought my life was is not. Here I am standing on the edge of my life looking the great beyond directly in the eye. Thinking it's staring me right back....
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emeris:
i live a little too far in the practical world to completely understand what you're going through... it sounds like big change time though, which could be exciting.

and hey, since you're in seattle you should come out to karaoke: wednesday, 9:30ish, sunset bowl in ballard.
eachdawnidie:
pskullp

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Sunday Jun 29, 2003

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I have one word for this evening. Lugubrious. I'm in a very piss pour mood. It's unfortunate....How did I get here. Damn the shitty headspace. skull

Friday Jun 27, 2003

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So in my nocturnal slumber I was arguing over a box a raisen bran in a chinese restaurant....odd?

So there it is....another morning. Up early and getting ready for work....Aaaaargggg....How does this keep happening to me.

There must be another answer. *contemplates selling self to science*

Does anyone know the way to sell useless body organs on the black market? confused
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octagon:
I had a dream I was sliding down a snowy and very rocky mountain with my housemate. She got to slid, I had to ski/slide on my feet cause I was wearing a short skirt. Then my mom was at the bottom of the hill with couscous for her, but not me.

I think dreams would be boring if they made sense.
xxanastasiaxx:
ummmm...nope..haven't looked intto that YET! smile

wonder what that dream means..

Thursday Jun 26, 2003

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Awoken early by lovely friends.....Makes me remember why I don't like to sleep. Thoughts are drifting across my consciousness like a ghost ship across the North Atlantic.

I dream the dreams.....of a time a different time. Changes are on the horizon....life is wandering down a path and I'm not sure whether I'm invited. How do I get on the train of life when my ticket...
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Tuesday Jun 24, 2003

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miao!! sitting around wondering what the significance of the one line entry in the journal is. How odd that they are becoming frequent.

More time contemplating the way of the world in the psyche of the average joanne. I need a volunteer joanne for my little experiements. Anyone have the urge to be a guinea pig.

*laugh hollowly to self*

pause

pause

pause

J/K just seeing...
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kira:
hey have i told you how cute you are lately? you should talk to me like that more often.......
kalima32:
Wondering why...I can't operate my computer today....pfft

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Friday Jun 20, 2003

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So, I got an email from a firend of mine with a contact at another company yesterday. I sent a copy of my resume at midnight last night and I get a call at 8:00 this morning asking me if I wanna relocate to San Diego. How bizarre. Never thought I would be thinking about living there. Could be a good change. I would have...
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eachdawnidie:
no bruises here.skull
krista:
Someone (who has also been bit) suggested the Hannibal Lector mask, I don't think a safe word would help at all.

The bandages were not for new ink...you'll see in good time

Wednesday Jun 18, 2003

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So here I am....off work cause the network failed. WOOT! Going home 2 hours early cause the place be shut down!

Can think of much worse things to happen for damn sure. I'm in a work situation that I'm not sure what to do about.....*ponders to self and gets distracted by Vodka*

My roomate just asked if the annual bride of Vishnu cerimony still occurs...
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xxanastasiaxx:
Actually they pierced me with titanium rings. Which I thought was odd, since I had been told that you have to start out with stainless steel.

I am a bit less itchy today, so that is a good sign. They seem to be healing fine, just itchy.

I will let you know about the waterslide..that could be fun! Haha. It didn't rain today so that is good, maybe it will start draining. One can only hope.

I *LOVE* vodka..if your drinking, I'm drinking! wink

Tuesday Jun 17, 2003

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skull Why am I so totally exhausted. Must need rest.

surreal Get to start the color on my sleeve tomorrow ...woot!!
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krista:
Rest makes me exhausted. Yeah, I'm strange.

I assume there will be pics....color fascinates me.
xxanastasiaxx:
Take pictures!

I want another tattoo..I have a few but nothing large...it's time for something BIG. Soon hopefully
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Sunday Jun 15, 2003

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Well, well, well.... My friends have officially been married. The wedding is finally over and I can rest now. 18 hours a day for the last 2 and a half days....

Nice day here at home. Kicking back and resting up for the workweek to follow. Movies and catnaps in the sunshine.

Hope everyone gets to have a nice cup o' tea on my behalf....
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kira:
i want one to please...you want to bring it to me?

Tuesday Jun 10, 2003

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wink So i't official. Another birthday has arrived. I am not sure how I made it through the last year, but I definitely look forward to the next.

My life focuses are changing. I have 50 work days of employment left....Then sweet, sweet, rest and recovery from the hateful corperate political BS... puke

Many thanks to all those who helped me get here. I appreciate you all...
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dolorian:
hmmm.... what DO fireflies eat??? i guess i should figure that out before i move them to cali...
kira:
hey did i tell you that you were cute??

Saturday Jun 07, 2003

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So the train wreck that is my life is continueing to unfold it's many surprizes.

It's at this weird stage where I'm not sure how to proceed. All the bodies have been cleaned up. The tracks have been cleared to allow for other traffic. The accident inspectors are on the way and all I can do is wait.......

Being impatient *doesn't wanna wait* just wants...
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kalima32:
Thankee lovely lady.... You can rest assured that I will definitely be a bit sloshy before the eve ends.
dolorian:
hey! happy birthday!!!!! (in a few hours, anyway)
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