So I appear to be being recruited to get involved in an indy gaming company startup. I might be writing the story for a new video game very soon. I'm trying to decide if this will give me the inspiration to compose again. Any suggestions out there as to how to find a muse?
Hellooo out there in SG land. Been awful quiet lately where the hell is everyone??
So I finally got off my ass and saw Dawn of the Dead. Did I mention how much I love a good zombie movie!! Anyway I hate alergies a lot. Anyone out there know how to kill them, kill them all(the allergies that is)?
Hiya all suicide friends out there. I've been offline for a bit as I was moving and didn't have any interweb. I am officially wired again. woot! Hope that you all are doing well.
voltaire:
how is the cutest boy on my friends list lately? I miss trading comments with you... let's play catch up.... i miss you around here.... 
So for all the people out there in the world, I have one small bit of advice. Don't get the flu/cold thingy that's going around it totally kicked my ass for about 3 days. I haven't slept that much in a long time. 
Late night, many hours to work...tonight is another come home alone night...aaargh. Seattle is pissing me off. I have a partner that live over an hour away and this is the most anti-sex city on the planet. Feeling very unhot at the moment. I will have another drink and sleep. oh oh oh sleep.
user092840:
You, not hot? Hmph. No way. 
Things will get better. They have to.
Things will get better. They have to.
tiamat:
that does it. i will never live in seattle now 
So so so, I am once again having something to please the anal retentive geeky programmer type in me. I've been seeing a personnal trainer and he has me analyzing everything I eat down to grams of carbs, protein, and fat and total caloric intake. It's kind of intense. Yes that's right I'm a big dork with nothing better to do than obsess over getting...
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voltaire:
I'm doing the same thing... well, I'm not watching what I eat, but I did just recently join a gym.... carbs aren't really a big deal to me, since I'm not really a fan of them otherv than pasta and beer....... so I don't trip.... good luck! being in shape is a great thing......
xxanastasiaxx:
I joined a gym too..and hating every minute of it..but I still get up before the sun and go...
Good luck! it's worth it..
Good luck! it's worth it..
So here I am at the end of a 12 hour work day. I had an entire bucket of pot sticker sauce dumped on my head tonight ick... So I finally heard back from my old boss, but he neglected to mention anything about the potential job opportunity..hmph...so I emailed him back with a more specific question. I am toddling off to bed to beging...
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user092840:
Sounds like you were in a "sticky situation" last night...har har har...I am thee lamest person evar... 
mistressmissy:
what the hell is pot sticker sauce?
and well the only massouse i know on this site isnt beautiful and isnt a lady. hehee
and well the only massouse i know on this site isnt beautiful and isnt a lady. hehee
So to persue going back into the office or not. Paycheck would be better. Hours would be worse. Happiness might not be better, but being able to payoff debt might be nice. What to do, what to do? 
Do I wanna feel like a monkey again? 
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So here I am Sunday morning and got to sleep till 1. WOOT! I am so damn tired of the allergy season. Okay with that said, I have decided that it's time I spend some time in female company before I go insane. oh yeah and cars are stupid.
user092840:
Cars ARE stupid. I agree 100000000%. 
kira:
cars are stupid but snow is so much more stupid...sorry i haven't been around much lately. alot of the time it says i am on line but really i am no where near a computer...i hope everything is going well with you. how's the job thing?
So it's official I'm popping my ebay cherrie this morning. It's time to sell a bunch o junk outta my life. We shall see how it goes. 
user092840:
Oh god, I love Ebay. I've made like $500 in the last few months selling my shit on Ebay. Its like crack. But less hazerdous to your health. 
So the night is waning, Here I am coming home with only the promises of work in the morning. I've discovered lately that I have a lot of things in my life that I am working to change. I need to remember that I have only one vice left and it needs to be nurtured. I don't trust anyone without a vice. If they don't...
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voltaire:
people at work always guess me for eastern european, or russian; especially russian...... I'm im LA, and am a native californian.... I lived in PDX for two years...... that's how I met sean and missy....
right now my poison as far as drinks go is vodka tonics.... I really like bloody marys, but it is hard to find a bartender that makes them well...... I like red wine, and beer too.... I even like white wine, like chablis or something similar.....
my absolute favorite drink? champagne..... my favorites are only aroung 40 bucks a bottle.. moet is a pretty good one... you can get it at a better supermarket for like 40 or 50 bones......
right now my poison as far as drinks go is vodka tonics.... I really like bloody marys, but it is hard to find a bartender that makes them well...... I like red wine, and beer too.... I even like white wine, like chablis or something similar.....
my absolute favorite drink? champagne..... my favorites are only aroung 40 bucks a bottle.. moet is a pretty good one... you can get it at a better supermarket for like 40 or 50 bones......
pureblu12225:
It was definetly a great show...askem to come your way