Today is one of those days that I feel a little bit given up, like I am wasting my time as a model because I will never get successful because of my tits, lack of support, materials and so.
Every single guy prefers a model with big boobs, and the ones that we don't, we have to work harder, try and try and sometimes with no luck. I think that my worries about my boobs are worse since I am trying to be a model. I feel useless, manly, unattractive...and I am feeling so given up with this model world because I know I have nothing special to show as some people look at me like I'd be a man, because I have no boobs.
I love being model but for me it's a waste of time if others don't...my model career has been a totally failure.