hi♡ i want to give you all an update because its been a while since ive been around but theres a reason for that
its a first world problem
anyone whos read my other blogs knows im the classic conspiracy theorist into all things paranormal and unconventional. im not here to talk about that (though id love to), but i will mention a few things.
so: i already knew my 8th house could throw some really drastic situations my way, things that would change my life completely overnight without warning. for ex one day i woke up living in madrid and the next day i was suddenly in asturias 400km away from everything i love. and i dont have a driver license. thats the kind of change im talking about. but i didnt expect it to be harmful. (my) 8th house placements i hate you
ive never been great at using social media but it really bothered me that just when i decided to do something with my ig account, step out of my comfort zone and do reels it got taken away. saturn took it, the 8th house, meta… an almost abandoned account with no previous restrictions all because of ai. and the worst part? i was just starting to enjoy doing reels!
everything happens for a reason but i have no idea what life is trying to teach me here. maybe to find another source of income? consistency? i generally dont function like a normal person, most people would just make a new account and start over. but not me. even with a backup account i cant do it. im blocked and totally demotivated
i was so excited. i wanted to focus 100% on this for the first time in the almost 6 years ive been here but gods plans are things i'll never understand. for now, i'll blame saturn, my 8th house, meta and their ai
anywayyyy kalani still exists. sg cant take myaccount away by mistake sooo i'll try to be active again like before even if just occasionally. oh, and did i mention i have a pole bar now? now i know what to post next time
the photo was taken 2 weeks before i lost my ig account at my sister @siko's house, which is sooo beautiful and cool. i took that trip to work and do reels, this is so frustrating
if youre a sg reading this, you use ig to promote yourself and havent paid for verification yet, i seriously recommend you do it now
i love u
