I've become increasingly aware of a little guilty pleasure of mine and I thought it might be a good blog topic so here's a little excerpt from my life. Growing up is awkward and uncomfortable for everyone I know, and I'm sure everyone has gone through being bullied and picked on as a child. For me, middle school and high school were hell, I had very few friends and having a beautiful older sister meant a lot of kids took cheap shots at my already low self esteem. I was chubby and awkward and couldn't control my ridiculously curly mane (which meant I wore a lot of awful slicked back ponytails lol) and trust me, it didn't go unnoticed. At one point someone decided to start calling me "the ugly duckling" because my sister was so much prettier. That one stuck with me for a while and whittled a nice hole in my already non-existent self confidence. But alas! This is not a post looking for sympathy. I come from a quite conservative area and seeing as I no longer live anywhere near there and am not in contact with anyone from back home I have found no need to tell anyone about me becoming a Suicide Girl. No one would give me an honestly happy response so I've decided to keep this beautiful accomplishment to myself. That being said, my guilty pleasure as of recently, has been to sprinkle slightly inappropriate pictures that I don't think twice about posting on my suicide girls intstagram, on my personal instagram. Ya know, just to kind of rub it in all those assholes faces that after two years of hard work at the gym and finally understanding how to control my hair and put myself together, that they can all just suck a dick. I find it funny how almost no one will show any sort of recognition towards them because I think it makes them feel uncomfortable, which naturally means I just want to post more haha but anyway that's my most recent guilty pleasure, what's yours? Tell me! Tell me!
P.s. I guess maybe that kid was right, I was the ugly duckling, but now I kind of wear it like a badge, because I think he forgot the end to that story ;)
