kakairo

Over the past 36 hours I've had more alcohol in my system than I have for the past few months combined. This is a very good thing, especially when that alcohol contains Strongbow that flowed from a tap and washed down some excellent fish n' chips.

I needed to go on a bit of a bender with everything my ex has been pulling recently. The latest thing was a drunk IM, followed by an email that apologized for the IM but then went on a tirade about how I shouldn't blame her for everything that goes wrong in my life (I never have) and that she only ever tried to be my friend (most of my friends don't talk about wanting to run away with me or roll around naked with me or eloping with me) and that her seeing/fucking someone is her business (but don't most people tell their friends when they're seeing someone, instead of keeping it a secret?). I decided not to dignify her email with a response, which was probably the best thing I could do.

I would like to brush her off totally, but I have a class with her this semester and am going to a wedding in which she's a bridesmaid. So we're stuck together for a while. At least in class I have the girl who will hopefully be my next girlfriend to talk to and flirt with as she watches. Childish, I know, but it feels good sometimes.