kajiseele

It has been a couple days since my last entry. I have been so busy I feel like I am going to loose my mind. My scarification work was pushed back until tomorrow at 7 because Steve was still jetlagged from him Japan trip. So again I am all wrapped up in anticipation and I should have the pictures up by Thursday. It is so...
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Sigh....What a day. I had an IEP meeting with the school district today to discuss summer funding and pay rates for my therapists. I hate IEP meetings, anytime i have to sit around and discuss something that means so much to me with someone who really doesnt care just pisses me off. I didnt sleep all night last night worrying about a cut in our...
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Wow what a day, the first day of summer break and what a blast. I started out at work and it was pretty normal and all but when i got off i got online and Psyche grabed me and said she was hungry and wanted our weekly trip to susies a bit early. So i drove down and we had food and bought flan and...
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Ahh another weekend over and another week begining. I have had one to many spoonfuls of family ofver the last few days. has anyone ever felt that way. i always feel so bad for saying that i mean i really should love my family but i mean sometimes it is just so hard to get along easily. for one example my grandmother.....sigh...Manic depressant, schizophrenic, and...
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Dreaming, with eyes wide open.
Peering through the depths of darkness,
With untainted aspirations of a dream.

Falling, into selfless waters.
Observing ripples of elation distend,
Into infinite expansions of living fantasy.

Holding, sinful temptations hostage.
Resisting bitter insomnia of mundane existence,
While taken by the painful requiem of desire.

Waking, view of truth once concealed.
Slicing away the boundaries of your senses,
To expose...
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Yay Now it is all over and i have a face for everyone to see. I am sleepy now so i am going to bed...goodnight everyone

Yay it is over it is all over...no more school util august...it is time to celebrate..but what to do...anyone have any good ideas

Ok well that is 3 tests down and 1 more to go. ::Smile:: yes that means it is almost over. ::Sigh of relief::
I guess everyone wants to know where i got my profile image and as much as i would love to keep it a secret i do want to share them with everyone so here it is. They are actaully Fractal Images....Smile yes...
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Wow i just need a min to pull my face out of the books. it is so close to being over but there is still so much more to do i just cant seem to see anything but math equations when iclose my eyes. it sorta bothers me....well i had better get back to the books....i hope everyone is less stressed then i am...

AHHHHH! there i needed that sometimes i just need a good scream. today was my first day of finals, calc 2 day 1 to be exact. tomorrow is sign language wednesday is econ and then the pattern starts over again. i am so glad the semester is alsmost over but all i want is a few more days to study.

I am actually sorta bewildered,...
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Asymmetrical movements of a mind
Abrade fiber of emotion into a poem.
Painfully beautiful graffiti is all
And yet far more then was desired,
Through the silence merely bled
Tears of a quill before a soul.
A final stroke is supplemented quickly,
The feather falls from hand down onto the floor.
A sort of gleaming satisfaction softly accentuates
The shadows beneath the moonlight in the...
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