its nearing 2am...i'm currently running the internet center on this base. i have a mission at 6am...its gonna be a long day and i'm already exhausted from todays mission. I've got a dropkick murphy's song stuck in my head and i can't remember the name of it. I'm missing alot of people at the moment, and a key ones that still make butterflies in my stomach. I thought i was past that phase, i was wrong. Been staring at LCD screens all day, and nothing good has come from it. I can't wait for my next paycheck, i'm gonna do some fun things with that.
I missed my cousins wedding, now me and my 27 year old brother are about the only bachelors left in my family. I think there are few more, but they're pretty distant relations. At to top this off i missed my dad's birthday, i couldn't even call him because he was driving to texas for that wedding and i didn't have my list of numbers out here. I sent him an email and he'll be getting his gift soon. I really hope he likes it, its a baseball jersey of our favorite player.
I can't wait to get back to our base. I'm waiting on a few packages. Mail makes this place tolerable, its a nice extension of the outside world. I barely remember what that world is like. Every message and IM make it feel a little be more like home, so i'm glad when i get anything. Its weird being surrounded by peers and friends and yet i still feel alone because these guys know me only for my rank or the marine i have to be. They don't know me for the person i am in a normal setting. I can't wait til i can actually dust whats left of him off and just be free again. I know the marines did alot for me, but they took alot too. I'll never be the same. I'm still trying to figure out who've i become. I've at least accepted the change and thats a start. Well i'm gonna close this place up in 20 minutes, so until i sign on again. Take care and i miss alot you...and some more than others. I play favorites, bite me.
I missed my cousins wedding, now me and my 27 year old brother are about the only bachelors left in my family. I think there are few more, but they're pretty distant relations. At to top this off i missed my dad's birthday, i couldn't even call him because he was driving to texas for that wedding and i didn't have my list of numbers out here. I sent him an email and he'll be getting his gift soon. I really hope he likes it, its a baseball jersey of our favorite player.
I can't wait to get back to our base. I'm waiting on a few packages. Mail makes this place tolerable, its a nice extension of the outside world. I barely remember what that world is like. Every message and IM make it feel a little be more like home, so i'm glad when i get anything. Its weird being surrounded by peers and friends and yet i still feel alone because these guys know me only for my rank or the marine i have to be. They don't know me for the person i am in a normal setting. I can't wait til i can actually dust whats left of him off and just be free again. I know the marines did alot for me, but they took alot too. I'll never be the same. I'm still trying to figure out who've i become. I've at least accepted the change and thats a start. Well i'm gonna close this place up in 20 minutes, so until i sign on again. Take care and i miss alot you...and some more than others. I play favorites, bite me.
warning:
Yeah it's not actually of the series Gakusei, my photographer named it after the Japanese word for student.
miro:
Thank you I guess.... 