kaise17

I'm tired and yet i really don't wanna go to sleep. It seems waking up to a new day is getting harder and harder each time. I don't know what is getting to me so much lately, but i've gotta fix it. I can't go through life being mad and frustrated over nothing all the time. I've got a fairly good life with people that do care about me, despite so many problems along the way. I know i'm still looking for something in life to wake up to, i just have to keep stay focused and get up no matter how hard it is. I lose a little bit of everything i love everyday and i'll be away from it all for too long so i've gotta cherish it while i can. I'm going to sleep, i've gotta face tomorrow. I'll be alone and it will be tough, but its there for me live, i'm not dead yet.