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kaikai

New Hampshire, Cape Cod, New York City and now London.

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Tuesday Apr 15, 2008

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<EmoRant>

Sometimes I like to feel like I cant take on the entire world one handed. Like I can stay up all night and do artwork. Like I can run around New York City all day and never get tired. Then I remember that little pink pill that comes around every morning. My hypothyroidism kicks in and starts acting up again... I get tired, cold, unfocused, under-confident, lonely, and afraid. Somedays I feel like I can ignore it and be strong as ever, and others I feel like I can't even leave my home. Somedays I feel like the most beautiful girl in the world, and the next I need every little person in my life to tell me how pretty I am and show me how they care. Somedays I just need to be held.

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zamuzel:
Hey young lady frown I understand all to well the feelings of ups and downs. If only there was a real life pirate moneky there to cheer us up in times of need frown
Chin up wink
Apr 16, 2008
emptymouthpiece:
We are all our worst enemy babe, some of us just hide that fact better than others.
Apr 17, 2008

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