If under the idea of anything new all I have to say is no. There's nothing new about me at this moment. Still laid off, still bored as hell and still wishing to get back to work now. What I wish at this moment is for my boat to be out on open water and for it to be sunny the whole damn time i'm out at sea. The only issue that I see with that is the fact that I most likely would never return and just run away with my paychecks.
The idea of being laid off for three weeks with nothing to fall back on but a previous paycheck and unemployment papers coming out of the ass. All I have to say is I hate this, I hate being laid off with nothing to do. Sure it was fun at first with the "I'll play Age Of Empires" or Roller Coaster Tycoon. But now i'm just annoyed. Sure it's fun and as much as I would enjoy just living here at my boyfriends apartment with his roommate that we both work with I think I want my own space still.
And by my own space I mean I want a fucking house. By insinuating that I want a house i'm saying I want a nice house.....2 bedroom, 3 over 1400 square feet somewhere nearby, does that make it possible? If I was a Journeyman Electrician and if only I had all the magical amount of experience my dad had i'd be making 4,000 or more every 2 weeks.
In other times I wonder if i'm competing with someone or something cause most of the time all I get from Mike is "Chris this and chris that." Like, "Oh Chris would love that, she needs a twin cam for her car and they have it here I should call her." Then it's him texting her and other girls that I really have no idea about. I'm just wondering now if he even gives a shit about me or just putting a different face on me every night...idk. I just feel like he hasn't let go of his ex and is just trying to hide it. But there's something, something that feels wrong, something that just makes me bury my heart in sand. Something about how he talks about either girl that just makes me want to scream.....Idk He may hide it, but I see through people too easily so much it kills me.
In every way not to seem like an ass but WoW is killing my sanity. All I hear all day long from 2 grown men is "Pali this" and "Hunter that" and "I have 6 mithril bars." or "Damn her T-rex pet!" "Druid we need a druid! No wait just a healer, a priest we need a priest!" "Damn dark elves, damn blood elves, damn gnomes." or "AWWWW YOU'RE ONLY A LVL 60 FIGHTER!!!! What the hell you're the tank. they're 63...ohhhh we are soo screwed!" no work, no play. I just sit here all day long wondering what the hell is wrong with me. Argh......I want to go back to work now.
The idea of being laid off for three weeks with nothing to fall back on but a previous paycheck and unemployment papers coming out of the ass. All I have to say is I hate this, I hate being laid off with nothing to do. Sure it was fun at first with the "I'll play Age Of Empires" or Roller Coaster Tycoon. But now i'm just annoyed. Sure it's fun and as much as I would enjoy just living here at my boyfriends apartment with his roommate that we both work with I think I want my own space still.
And by my own space I mean I want a fucking house. By insinuating that I want a house i'm saying I want a nice house.....2 bedroom, 3 over 1400 square feet somewhere nearby, does that make it possible? If I was a Journeyman Electrician and if only I had all the magical amount of experience my dad had i'd be making 4,000 or more every 2 weeks.
In other times I wonder if i'm competing with someone or something cause most of the time all I get from Mike is "Chris this and chris that." Like, "Oh Chris would love that, she needs a twin cam for her car and they have it here I should call her." Then it's him texting her and other girls that I really have no idea about. I'm just wondering now if he even gives a shit about me or just putting a different face on me every night...idk. I just feel like he hasn't let go of his ex and is just trying to hide it. But there's something, something that feels wrong, something that just makes me bury my heart in sand. Something about how he talks about either girl that just makes me want to scream.....Idk He may hide it, but I see through people too easily so much it kills me.
In every way not to seem like an ass but WoW is killing my sanity. All I hear all day long from 2 grown men is "Pali this" and "Hunter that" and "I have 6 mithril bars." or "Damn her T-rex pet!" "Druid we need a druid! No wait just a healer, a priest we need a priest!" "Damn dark elves, damn blood elves, damn gnomes." or "AWWWW YOU'RE ONLY A LVL 60 FIGHTER!!!! What the hell you're the tank. they're 63...ohhhh we are soo screwed!" no work, no play. I just sit here all day long wondering what the hell is wrong with me. Argh......I want to go back to work now.
keeperdesign:
Wow. And I don't mean "WoW", I mean, "holy cats." Sorry you're bored, and sorry you're out of work. Whenever I hot a dry spell I had good luck with temp agencies. maybe you could liven your day with part-time soul-crushing work in a cubicle environment...?