kaiea

I'm learning something right now. Something this very instant. I'm learning that I love these children, i'm learning that I love them with all my spirit. I'm learning that I love them with all my heart, and every waking moment I miss them. I'm learning that these kids, as young as they may be are the main reason I live. When i've been away from them for too long I cry. When I remember there first Halloween, or first Christmas I cry. When I think of the horrible things that can happen to them I die alittle. Right now i'm learning, right now i've known. That if anything horrible happens to any of them, i'll fucking kill someone.