am i crazy??
any strong relationship i manage to develop goes wrong.
i dont know. i just see alot slipping away. and theres more to my life.
im not lost or empty. but i dont throw away friendships.
i have a very good friend who recently freaked the fuck out at me. i wasnt in the wrong, but it happend. i cant even look her...
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any strong relationship i manage to develop goes wrong.
i dont know. i just see alot slipping away. and theres more to my life.
im not lost or empty. but i dont throw away friendships.
i have a very good friend who recently freaked the fuck out at me. i wasnt in the wrong, but it happend. i cant even look her...
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andromeda:
Call me and we can all do lunch or breakfast or something. I would love that.
kr1ssyk1tty:
sorry to hear things are not great... keep ur chin up 
im workin on it guys.
im under too much.
too much.
just one good thing.
thats it.
does anyone want me to move to idaho falls??? i would love the apprenticeship. i like the shop and the artists.
i dotn want to live there.
boo.
my keys are missing. only car key i have.
hell hell hell.
but your hot.
love ya.
im under too much.
too much.
just one good thing.
thats it.
does anyone want me to move to idaho falls??? i would love the apprenticeship. i like the shop and the artists.
i dotn want to live there.
boo.
my keys are missing. only car key i have.
hell hell hell.
but your hot.
love ya.
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papaspank:
still no letter. I'm wasting away. withdrawl. come back. 
papaspank:
man. after this post I will have four posts on your latest journal entry. If anything, you need to update so as to not make me look like some weirdo who has decided to dominate your journal entires....hope things are going well. Gavin says hello. that is translated of course. in cat it sounds like this: meeeeeeeeoooooooowwwwwwwwwrrrreeeaaatttt.
please read my last entry if you wonder where i been. tried to sort of explain.
im just typing this to tellyou how fucking wonderfull larry the cable guy is.
did you hear his joke about being called a dickweed?? and he was wondering if dickweed is a real plant?? and he said
"we might have to start spraying for pussywillow. cant let the pussy...
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im just typing this to tellyou how fucking wonderfull larry the cable guy is.
did you hear his joke about being called a dickweed?? and he was wondering if dickweed is a real plant?? and he said
"we might have to start spraying for pussywillow. cant let the pussy...
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papaspank:
I command you to come here this instant! that means now. as in right now. Hope you're doing alright. At the very least you better be getting super good at your bass. Then we can have a bass off. but I suck and if you've been practicing you'll win...
kogii:
i hope you find a computer soon sweetie - kogii's missing her lil kahlua from over the sea!!
i hope everything's alright with you, missy.
xxx
i hope everything's alright with you, missy.
xxx
oh god oh god!!!
the severe lack of sg in mylife is bumming me out.
everythings fucked up cats, but im fixing it.
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going to school in winter. and if i have my apprenticeship by then (pray for me kids) im gonna be dead. work all nite, school in the morning. and at the shop for as long as they need me??? two hours...
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the severe lack of sg in mylife is bumming me out.
everythings fucked up cats, but im fixing it.
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going to school in winter. and if i have my apprenticeship by then (pray for me kids) im gonna be dead. work all nite, school in the morning. and at the shop for as long as they need me??? two hours...
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thenine:
tarantulas are cute. cute and fuzzy, like the puppies of the arachnid world.
papaspank:
o0o yeah! lets see here...
hope the apprentice thing works out. Don't worry about the sleep. Your body just won't wake up when it decides it really needs to sleep. Just hope it's not on an important day...
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ah oh...that sounds not too good....
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I'll be your tranchula....rawr...wait...they don't rawr..they um....I don't know what kind of sound it makes....so I'll be a tranchula who rawrs...that or a cat. cuz they actually do rawr....meow rather....
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yeah much thanks. I am rad. you're pretty rad too. combine us and we're rad to the power of 2 aka. radx2 or rad squared.....
time to respond now....
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heee I love kittens...rawr.
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no internet? ew. I'd die. but. that's just cuz I don't really have a life. only sometimes. but I'm house sitting so...hmmmmaybe I'll watch se7en or fight club for the millionth time....
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do you call yourself the cat queen? and then have them rob banks for you and bring you back the money they stole? if not, you should think about it.
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You'll get the apprenticeship! don't worry.
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o0o a set you say. I hope it does go well. very well....
? really...can I try and predict what made things rather frightening? here we go. three tries:
1. while doing the shoot, you were listening to the opiv cd, when a metorite came down from the sky and crushed the cd player and the cd inside. I personally, would cry.
2. while on set, every thing went well. But upon getting the film developed, it was discovered that you had recently became a vampire(which is why you're on sg less, cuz you're busy eating people) and you picture did not show on film.
3. the shoot was in a public place and some big ugly fat guy noticed and tried to make your classy photoshoot into fat man and hot girl porn shoot.
eh eh? any of these close?
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addie is as follows(just in case you cannot find the letter)
Mark Deslauriers
#203
10633 112 street
Edmonton, Ab
Canada
T5H 3G9
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hope the apprentice thing works out. Don't worry about the sleep. Your body just won't wake up when it decides it really needs to sleep. Just hope it's not on an important day...
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ah oh...that sounds not too good....
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I'll be your tranchula....rawr...wait...they don't rawr..they um....I don't know what kind of sound it makes....so I'll be a tranchula who rawrs...that or a cat. cuz they actually do rawr....meow rather....
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yeah much thanks. I am rad. you're pretty rad too. combine us and we're rad to the power of 2 aka. radx2 or rad squared.....
time to respond now....
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heee I love kittens...rawr.
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no internet? ew. I'd die. but. that's just cuz I don't really have a life. only sometimes. but I'm house sitting so...hmmmmaybe I'll watch se7en or fight club for the millionth time....
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do you call yourself the cat queen? and then have them rob banks for you and bring you back the money they stole? if not, you should think about it.
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You'll get the apprenticeship! don't worry.
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o0o a set you say. I hope it does go well. very well....
? really...can I try and predict what made things rather frightening? here we go. three tries:
1. while doing the shoot, you were listening to the opiv cd, when a metorite came down from the sky and crushed the cd player and the cd inside. I personally, would cry.
2. while on set, every thing went well. But upon getting the film developed, it was discovered that you had recently became a vampire(which is why you're on sg less, cuz you're busy eating people) and you picture did not show on film.
3. the shoot was in a public place and some big ugly fat guy noticed and tried to make your classy photoshoot into fat man and hot girl porn shoot.
eh eh? any of these close?
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addie is as follows(just in case you cannot find the letter)
Mark Deslauriers
#203
10633 112 street
Edmonton, Ab
Canada
T5H 3G9
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It might be awhile. . . Its all fucked up but I promise I am not a lying bullemic idiot.
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bonedaddycash:
Awwww,.. come back Kahlua... I know I just saw you this weekend but I miss reading your posts.... And I don't miss things easily.. So that's saying something.
oh the crazy bastards!!!!!
so at my work the money systems reset at midnite, which means we need new tills. a new till will have 100$ in it. 55 in five, 27 in ones, a quarter roll, dime roll, nickel and two penny rolls.
ok? no 20's.
so the bastard fuckasaurus comes through and his total is about 23$. he has a bunch of twentyies...
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so at my work the money systems reset at midnite, which means we need new tills. a new till will have 100$ in it. 55 in five, 27 in ones, a quarter roll, dime roll, nickel and two penny rolls.
ok? no 20's.
so the bastard fuckasaurus comes through and his total is about 23$. he has a bunch of twentyies...
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bonedaddycash:
Hey, I just purchased my Alkaline Trio ticket.. and I will be able to take the Monday after off (I'll hafta work this Friday though uck).. So you officially have a ride.
papaspank:
I think it is time for you to update your journal. I need reading material 
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sarahjane:
his a kiss for your ouchie
lemme know what the dealio is with your set shootness weekend when you find out. i have to help my sister move into her new place sometime at the end of the month, so i gotta work around shoot dates.
all that talk about matt makes me
lemme know what the dealio is with your set shootness weekend when you find out. i have to help my sister move into her new place sometime at the end of the month, so i gotta work around shoot dates.
all that talk about matt makes me
papaspank:
you need to go here before reading this post.
now. no jokes. ya gots ta do it!
please?
thanks.
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get drawin girlie!
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*gasp* gimmie that hand...*kisses it better*
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boo no talk of not going to warped tour.
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wow. you're a spider killer. I still like you though.
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'bout time they get the boot. maybe things will be better at your place now.
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yeah! set!
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I wanna go to your wedding!
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yum. I love anything vanilla smelling. I have lots of vanilla smelling things as a result.
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hmmmit's super hot in here. I don't like it one bit.
now. no jokes. ya gots ta do it!
please?
thanks.
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get drawin girlie!
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*gasp* gimmie that hand...*kisses it better*
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boo no talk of not going to warped tour.
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wow. you're a spider killer. I still like you though.
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'bout time they get the boot. maybe things will be better at your place now.
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yeah! set!
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I wanna go to your wedding!
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yum. I love anything vanilla smelling. I have lots of vanilla smelling things as a result.
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hmmmit's super hot in here. I don't like it one bit.
god i hate being lonely. i should be at warped tour. but im glad i didnt buy a ticket.
"never was and never will be your not real..."
true story.
anyway.
im scattered.
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im a horrible person. this is why things work the way they do. you get what you give and dont get any better.
i wish i could post more pictures. um..i...
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"never was and never will be your not real..."
true story.
anyway.
im scattered.
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im a horrible person. this is why things work the way they do. you get what you give and dont get any better.
i wish i could post more pictures. um..i...
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brett_bretterson:
You and I are in the same boat (sorta). I presumably let people step all over me a lot because I'm always quick to help someone. But when I need help....well, that's just a different story.
You want an e-hug? You got it (-------------)...or however the hell you do it. I don't know, I are dum.
Happy Belated Birthday....I just noticed that right now.
You want an e-hug? You got it (-------------)...or however the hell you do it. I don't know, I are dum.
Happy Belated Birthday....I just noticed that right now.
papaspank:
I looked for you at the show. I had an operation ivy pin in my pocket for you. That's too bad you couldn't go. It was fun. I came home from seattle really poor. but I have some trinkets and I have a handfull of mint flavoured condoms from warped.
I'm glad you liked the letter and I hope you enjoy the cds. I actually forgot to send you one. so the next time you get a letter you'll get a letter, a pin and a cd. and maybe something else. who knows.
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why are you a horrible person? you don't seem like one to me.
yes. you should post lots and lots and lots more pictures.
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I am sad to hear that you don't think you have good friends. I'll be your friend. *hug*
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hmmmmsounds to me like you need lots of hugs.
*hughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughug*
there. that should tide you over for a bit.
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no using. people who pretend, don't have time to give all those hugs.
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hmmm. is it silly that I have to go back and read your past entries before reading the current ones?
I looked for you at the show. I had an operation ivy pin in my pocket for you. That's too bad you couldn't go. It was fun. I came home from seattle really poor. but I have some trinkets and I have a handfull of mint flavoured condoms from warped.
I'm glad you liked the letter and I hope you enjoy the cds. I actually forgot to send you one. so the next time you get a letter you'll get a letter, a pin and a cd. and maybe something else. who knows.
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why are you a horrible person? you don't seem like one to me.
yes. you should post lots and lots and lots more pictures.
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I am sad to hear that you don't think you have good friends. I'll be your friend. *hug*
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hmmmmsounds to me like you need lots of hugs.
*hughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughughug*
there. that should tide you over for a bit.
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no using. people who pretend, don't have time to give all those hugs.
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hmmm. is it silly that I have to go back and read your past entries before reading the current ones?
hey hey pumpkins!!!
im shocked at how many happy birthday comments i got. woo! im gonna try to return as many as i possibly can.
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wanna know a funny word? wiggery. no its not an insult.
wigs!!
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squeel!!!! cute boy at my work is beautifull. he has SUCH a nice smile.
i thought he wasnt even gonna tlk to me cause the only...
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im shocked at how many happy birthday comments i got. woo! im gonna try to return as many as i possibly can.
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wanna know a funny word? wiggery. no its not an insult.
wigs!!
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squeel!!!! cute boy at my work is beautifull. he has SUCH a nice smile.
i thought he wasnt even gonna tlk to me cause the only...
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shawn_:
Glad to hear that everythign is going so well.
sarahjane:
i'll be there yo!
uhmm....yah. so i dont even know if im actually going to warped tour or not. or alkaline trio. or if and when ill be able to get my set shot.
it would be so much easier if i had my car in order.
i desperately want to go to alki. and i really really want to go to warped.
but like i said, i dont...
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it would be so much easier if i had my car in order.
i desperately want to go to alki. and i really really want to go to warped.
but like i said, i dont...
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chuckgelman:
Happy birthday!
