am i crazy??

any strong relationship i manage to develop goes wrong.

i dont know. i just see alot slipping away. and theres more to my life.

im not lost or empty. but i dont throw away friendships.

i have a very good friend who recently freaked the fuck out at me. i wasnt in the wrong, but it happend. i cant even look her in the eye now. its gone. such a solid thing. someone i thought id always know.

and i feel like anyone else i had is just kind of drifiting away.

a reason a season or a lifetime you know?

well. im sick of reasons, seasons leave you behind. how about a lifetime, just once?

i feel all sick and shakey.

boo!!!
just chillin waitin for a plus.

just praying for a plus.

because its hard when you feel disconnected from people you love and you dont know if its true or your just fuckin crazy.


i dont know.