kahlua

numerology is fucking weird.

i did numbers for myself and my friends.

what i found intresting is this: sarahjane is the best friend that i have ever had. shes become a very good friend of mine. somebody that i at least think i can count on. this is the kind of friendship i dont have. i just dont. i dont let people in. i dont make friends like that. never have and rarely ever will. so to me, this friendship is special. i dont know if i am of real value to her or anyone else really. im not too perceptive. pff....im a dunce that way. i do hope i am though. it would be nice to not be triflin away at nothing, which is what lead me to not bother with good friendships in the first place.

so i did numbers on sarahjane and i. and then i compared our numbers. i found our charts to be very intresting indeed!!!

see, she is an 8 lifepath (when going by sarahjane) and i am a 9.

why intresting??? life path is THE most important number of em all.

it is also the only numbers ono ur charts that are toxic to eachother. the other numbers are compatible, and in fact, we both have personality 2 numbers, which are perfect matches.

how intresting to me. it would explain alot. after reading up on her numbers, it makes alot of sense to me why she is the way she is. why when we go out shopping it takes her half an hour to convince herself to "splurge" on a 20 dollar shirt.

8's are financially stable people, and are smart about money.

9's are creative crazies.

makes sense makes sense.

i think anyone who is up to date on this sort of numerogy would find it intresting.

ehehe....

i find it rather amusing that our lifepath numbers are toxicc to eachother. its all the postive stuff in all the other numbers that make it work. and the 8/9 dynamics make it intreting.

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anyway, am i going to warped?:?? i want to...must find out. i wanted to go to strongmads bbq but i guess wasnt an optin.

im gonna be sad tomiss the transplants and i dont want to go with a vanload of boys.

also, gotta get my photoshoot set up...squeee....so much to figure out.

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cruisin in my lincoln. just you wait....must remove rust spots.

i so got me a towncar

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i was in the parking lot of wallyworld and i saw a bitchin orange car with black strips, total joe dirt mobiel. it was for sale. i went to look at it althogh i knew i couldnt get it.

i almost had a heart attack.

it was a camaro.

oh you kids,,,,,it was SO a bitchin camaro.

and now its gone.

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uh like...3 more days. ill be 20. happy birthday to me. halalala dee dee

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mwah!!!