((((****oh serena oh serena oh serena i know what they sayin about you****))))
hmm. so did anyone read my entry about my idiot fuck face managers giving me shit???
they gave me shit for talking too much two days later i got super bitched out and screwed over for.........
not talkin enough
and not being good to customers?
hmm
well the other day i was at the door people greeting and i said goodbye to a man and he said " why arent you on a register???""
and i told him i just go where they need me. and he said i should be on a register, he said "they need you up there, your nice and your the fastest checker"
so i said he should tell my manager. i didnt realize he actually wo uld!!!
and i then i got a star sticker for being good.
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i dont know if im going to warped the ninth. i think i am. i could go. i wanna go with my friend. but she does a good job of not keeeping me up to date so i dont know.
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hey kahlua, get on the phone and make an appointment for a drive test.
forgetfull shithead.
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one more week till my birthday!!!!!!!! whose gonna be nice to me adn say happy bday????
i hope people dont all forget. and on the ninth, go say happy birthday to mah homie torch1360
yah?
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i wish i wasnt scared to drive my car without updated tabs
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cute boy at my work is soooooooooo confusing. why? he used to talk to me alot and now he just walks past me. and i walk past him. almost like we pretend not to see eachother. and neither one of us is breakin the ice. every time i feel confident enough to hes on the phone when he walks by or some other difficulty arises.
he acts sooooooo much like me. which means im very frustrating to like. cause hes frustrating to be interested in.
he just fuckin walks past. he hasnt talked to me in over a week!!! he just randomly does sometimes. and hes always nice to me, but usually hes jokin around. and now nothing.
pfff....make any sense? think it has anything to do with the fact that im too chicken shit to talk to him???
maybe ill try again on sunday nite when i see him again.
how the fuck do you tell if someone is intrested in you without actually hving them tell you???
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also...im a bitch. a friend of mine was intrested in me. i was told me liked me. but i figured that one out. i d been intrested for a long long long time till i got un chicken shit and talked to him. he got intrested and i lost intrested
he called me the other day. i didnt return the phone call...i just ifgured eh no biggie.
then i realized it was h is birthday.
im lame.
lame lame lame.
hope i see him soon.
hes rad and all but im just.....
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sigh. id love to meet the right guy or girl and have a real relationship. if only i didnt lose intrest so fuckin quick.
im jinxed. i never learned how to have a real relationshipt, in any way.
friends family or otherwise.
not capable.
so thats an issue.
must fix.
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i want a kid. when i have kids, ill be stoked.
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yep.
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so how are you doing??? i hope there are no more creepos at my work tonite.
eesh....*****************************
ok
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what do you think would grow in the devils garden?
im gonna do a backpiece and its gonna be the devils garden. if only had the money for it right now. yep. i finally know what im gonna do for my back piece. the devils garden.
see i want that song playing someda when i get married at nite on the beach.
yep.
so i might have some or all the lyrics tattood on a scroll in the garden. or on a tomb stone!!!
our lovin is a black rose
held out to you by the hand of fate
and as this dark romance grows
is not from the sun but the starlight thats so far away
above the devils garden.
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top fives
BANDS
1. smashing pumpkins
2. silverchair
3. millencolin
4. orgy
5. simon and garfunkel (didnt see that one comin didya)
ALBUMS
1. freakshow
2. home from home
3. and out come the wolves
4. frogstomp
5. siamese dream
SONGS
1. rose in the devils garden-tiger army
2. disarm-pumpkins
3. cemetary-silverchair
4. black eye-millencolin
5. most of the songs on kingwood days, millencolin
BANDS LIVE
1. showbread
2. antiflag
3. millencolin
4. tiger army
5. orgy
SONGS WITH A REAL POINT
1. suicidal dream-silverchair
2. room w/o a window-opivy
3. millencolin song i cant think of name...damn....
4. disarm-smahing pumpkins
5. american jesus-bad religion
BANDS I MUST SEE BEFORE I DIE
1. the reunited smashimg pumpkins, if it happens and if their any good...mmm...iha...
2. silverchair
3. the rasmus
4. distillers
5. gorillaz...ahhaha
BANDS I MUST SEE AGAIN BEFORE I DIE
1. orgy
2. millencolin (millions of times i must see them)
3. tiger army
4. BAD RELIGION!!!!!!!!
5. rancid
i geuss thats it.
what about you???
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((((****and its not true****))))
hmm. so did anyone read my entry about my idiot fuck face managers giving me shit???
they gave me shit for talking too much two days later i got super bitched out and screwed over for.........
not talkin enough
and not being good to customers?
hmm
well the other day i was at the door people greeting and i said goodbye to a man and he said " why arent you on a register???""
and i told him i just go where they need me. and he said i should be on a register, he said "they need you up there, your nice and your the fastest checker"
so i said he should tell my manager. i didnt realize he actually wo uld!!!
and i then i got a star sticker for being good.
*******************************
i dont know if im going to warped the ninth. i think i am. i could go. i wanna go with my friend. but she does a good job of not keeeping me up to date so i dont know.
*******************************
hey kahlua, get on the phone and make an appointment for a drive test.
forgetfull shithead.
******************************
one more week till my birthday!!!!!!!! whose gonna be nice to me adn say happy bday????
i hope people dont all forget. and on the ninth, go say happy birthday to mah homie torch1360
yah?
*****************************
i wish i wasnt scared to drive my car without updated tabs
******************************
cute boy at my work is soooooooooo confusing. why? he used to talk to me alot and now he just walks past me. and i walk past him. almost like we pretend not to see eachother. and neither one of us is breakin the ice. every time i feel confident enough to hes on the phone when he walks by or some other difficulty arises.
he acts sooooooo much like me. which means im very frustrating to like. cause hes frustrating to be interested in.
he just fuckin walks past. he hasnt talked to me in over a week!!! he just randomly does sometimes. and hes always nice to me, but usually hes jokin around. and now nothing.
pfff....make any sense? think it has anything to do with the fact that im too chicken shit to talk to him???
maybe ill try again on sunday nite when i see him again.
how the fuck do you tell if someone is intrested in you without actually hving them tell you???
**********************************
also...im a bitch. a friend of mine was intrested in me. i was told me liked me. but i figured that one out. i d been intrested for a long long long time till i got un chicken shit and talked to him. he got intrested and i lost intrested
he called me the other day. i didnt return the phone call...i just ifgured eh no biggie.
then i realized it was h is birthday.
im lame.
lame lame lame.
hope i see him soon.
hes rad and all but im just.....
********************************
sigh. id love to meet the right guy or girl and have a real relationship. if only i didnt lose intrest so fuckin quick.
im jinxed. i never learned how to have a real relationshipt, in any way.
friends family or otherwise.
not capable.
so thats an issue.
must fix.
*******************************
i want a kid. when i have kids, ill be stoked.
********************************
yep.
****************************
so how are you doing??? i hope there are no more creepos at my work tonite.
eesh....*****************************
ok
**********************************
what do you think would grow in the devils garden?
im gonna do a backpiece and its gonna be the devils garden. if only had the money for it right now. yep. i finally know what im gonna do for my back piece. the devils garden.
see i want that song playing someda when i get married at nite on the beach.
yep.
so i might have some or all the lyrics tattood on a scroll in the garden. or on a tomb stone!!!
our lovin is a black rose
held out to you by the hand of fate
and as this dark romance grows
is not from the sun but the starlight thats so far away
above the devils garden.
***************************
top fives
BANDS
1. smashing pumpkins
2. silverchair
3. millencolin
4. orgy
5. simon and garfunkel (didnt see that one comin didya)
ALBUMS
1. freakshow
2. home from home
3. and out come the wolves
4. frogstomp
5. siamese dream
SONGS
1. rose in the devils garden-tiger army
2. disarm-pumpkins
3. cemetary-silverchair
4. black eye-millencolin
5. most of the songs on kingwood days, millencolin
BANDS LIVE
1. showbread
2. antiflag
3. millencolin
4. tiger army
5. orgy
SONGS WITH A REAL POINT
1. suicidal dream-silverchair
2. room w/o a window-opivy
3. millencolin song i cant think of name...damn....
4. disarm-smahing pumpkins
5. american jesus-bad religion
BANDS I MUST SEE BEFORE I DIE
1. the reunited smashimg pumpkins, if it happens and if their any good...mmm...iha...
2. silverchair
3. the rasmus
4. distillers
5. gorillaz...ahhaha
BANDS I MUST SEE AGAIN BEFORE I DIE
1. orgy
2. millencolin (millions of times i must see them)
3. tiger army
4. BAD RELIGION!!!!!!!!
5. rancid
i geuss thats it.
what about you???
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((((****and its not true****))))
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Tonight I feel ambitious and so does my foot as it sinks on the pedal I press it to the floor
I don't need a girl don't need a friend my friend lonesome's unconditional We're flying forever bored
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yeah. I used to have their first album. I don't anymore. I think I had some sort of financial reason for selling it. I haven't heard much of their new stuff though. I think just the singles. but now I power nap, with hopes of doing something later on in the day.
P.S.
I may just write a bunch more later. seeing as how I must somehow top those last two comments of mine...so biiiiiiig.
P.P.S
four more days till your special day
P.P.P.S.
I'm going to sleep now.
you should totally enter in your art! I've never seen it, but I'm sure it's good. Just think of all the things you could do with the money! like um. take me to the movies or something. yeah! hell yeah!
choking on frustration sucks. I choke on many similar expressions as well...
I just had a yummie snack. I like yummie snacks. it's not enough though. I'm still hungry. I need more yummie snacks....I think I'm gonna try and find some new recipies to try and bake. chow.