kahlua

i still really want to go to the uk.


i still reeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaalllllllllllllllyyyyyyyyyyyyy want to go to the uk.

who can help me?

i guess ive asked for all the advice i can get. well, im gonna try to call the government types today and ask what i need and how to get it and all that.

i really want to go.

i want i want i want

**throws self on floor, pounds fists and kicks feet***

want want want

also, i want : a uk boy. mmmm....boy. heheheheheh. i have no "intrests" right now and am getting a bit bored.

maybe ill date a chick.

or a boy.

what ever.

i was going to write an entry today about the drama bullshit and how two people expect the same thing of me and it is impossibel to appease either one while not totally betraying the other and no matter what i do one gets hurt and so do i and no matter what either hes lying or shes lying either to me or eachother or both and i dotn know what to do and it only matters cause shes the best friend ive ever had and i just dont think shes lying....

or i was gonna write about beauty vs talent and inteligence, and how Q and apnea are both sooooo appealing to me because of their tremendous, unique beauty but also because of their outstanding talent and inteligence. i was going to talk about how unappealing it is when your only asset is your looks. yawn. theres a fun and exciting mind for ya.

but im not going to go on anymore about that.

cause everyone in spokie should go to sarahjanes bday....or at least be cool and say happy bday. her day is the 14th but its goin down today.

i want
to
go
to
the
uk.

now.

i love you.

i want to know about my set.

how long till it arrives....

nuts.