kahlua

flights from seattle to london are a whole lot cheaper than flights from seattle to manchester.

sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo i will go into my works personelle department tomorow after work and ask about transfers and what it takes.

should i get a washington state drivers license before i move? will i have to get a new license? as in take a drivers test in the uk? and drive on the left side? ah....so many questions.

also, read this.

my dream....

i was at work, walmart, walking around with a bottle of watermelon smirnoff twisted in each hand. both bottles were open and iwas drinking from one. someone from my church i used to go to, though i dont recall who, bought them for me. i was on the clock, not wearing my walmart vest, but on the clock. drinking. all my managers saw but no one seemed to care.

my mom was there. an old lady was freakin out. not in a mean way. just an accentric way. she was upset because the farmers market that was in the grass by my work didnt have enough tomatoes. no fresh home made tommatos. there isnt really a farmers market there.

then there was a ufo above the grocery entrance to my store and it was threatening to blow us away if we didnt give it the sacrifice it wanted. i was trying to give the ufo what it wanted as its ufo beam came down in front of the store and started boring a hole into the ground but the store manager who was supposed to help wasnt fast enough and we almost got blown up.

meanwhile i suddenly had a five year old daughter. a real sweet child who i had given up for adoption or something a few years earlier. she was an absolute doll. funny, she was soooo real. a whole personality!!! she was very quiet, smart, sweet and shy. and i was just all delited to have her. i was trying to buy her stuff, since she had nothing but didnt know what to get her. i lived in the apartments i used t but in the one below wehre i lived. and below that, my coworker bess lived with her daughter. this is where it gets weirder, bess daughter was an actual person!!! it makes no sense but she was newbluecheers absolutely adoreable daughter. it was sooooooooooooo stranger.

my girl was named zooey or ozzy or something unusual with o's and z's. and when i started to wake up and was in that sort of fuzzy in between stage i found myself dissapointed that i didnt actuall have her. i felt soooo sad. cheated. i almost still feel like ive lost something.

i think that maybe since she was soooo real, a whole person, that it was a sort of glimpse into my future. to the girl i would have. i hope so. she was so great. i love her already!!

does this dream make any kind of sense to anyone??

i did have some watermelon smirnoff recently. i hate tomatos. i love kids. newbluecheers daughter is the coolest. i have dreams about ufos fairly often. i dont waste time in church anymore. i dont drink at work. i hate my work. bess is super cool. i live nowhere near her. i have no kids. i hate those apartments. i was buying my daughter fuzzy pink princess shit i would hate and i knew she wouldnt like but wanted to get her something.... it was all so odd.

so thanks to all who actuallly read all that and any clue as to what the eff bomb it means?