kahlua

how does it feel????

well. im feelin all kinds of strange. im not unhappy really. i mean i am. but not with my life. just with where my life is as apposed to where it should be.

and the hard part for me is that unless i some how come across about five grand byjuly im stuck here. its not the worst possible thing really . im only gonna be here till october. but its still pretty bad.

im so sick being ehre.

and maybe it wouldnt be so bad if i could get out. i just sold my car and that makes it worse. i nver could drive it but still...well....

i hate this.
eep!