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Sunday May 22, 2005

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hey hep cats. go add Reisling cause she is my roommate and shes rad.

so its not a phase. its not because im only 19.

im not depressed. but i think one of my ghosts mi ght be.

they are not frightening and they will not hurt me.

im just picking up on all their feelings. i dont think...well i dont know. im not so sure that they are forcing themselves into my life. i think i just opened up some sort of entrance and now its all coming at me.

ive got their thoughts and feeling inside my head. i think they know it but im not so sure they are all doing it on purpose.

i think some of them are just sad. and lonely. and to those of them who are sad lonely well, im here and i give a damn. so im sorry things suck for you, and if i can somehow safely help you let me know.

to those of you who just enjoy my company, feel free to hang around. if your not hurting me i surely wouldnt hurt you.

and to any who may have bad things in mind for me, please, wont y ou turn away now? i wont hurt you. i have nothing for you. i can do you no good so set yourself free and let go of me.

to anyone who is reading htis, any and all input is appreciated.

i do wish it were as simple as me being young and all the challenges that go with it .

but its not.

and also, im not depressed. im not unconfident, so i am trying not to seem like i am.

im just haunted.

and how these ghost feel, i do to.

also, i want a rockabilly god and ill be his goddess.

mmmm someone make me a carbon copy of nick 13 and ill love you till forever. love love love
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sarahjane:
Why do you think I hate coming home so much? Theyre all so much fun to be around!! Plus what other 2.5 year old makes cinnamon rolls and bulgogi for us?
May 22, 2005
thenine:
Empathy is a wierd trait for me. Somedays, for no reason, I know when my friends are super happy (or sad) and I will be too, although I have no idea they are feeling that way. surreal

Also, it can be hard to tell the difference between feeling nothing at all and feeling way too much of absolutely everything. It kinda comes with the empathy ground though.
May 22, 2005

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