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Friday May 20, 2005

May 20, 2005
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***disclaimer*** THIS ENTRY IS NOT MEANT TO BE NEARLY AS BITCHY AS IT SOUNDS....SORRY TO OFFEND. I APPRECIATE ALL HELP AND SUGGESTIONS GIVEN AND I THINK YOU ARE ALL JUST THE CATS MEOW!!!! THANKS FOR BEING RAD!!!!!!!


must i constantly rewrite everything i ever try to say??

whoever said i wasnt confident??? so what if suicide girls are strong confident and blah dee fuckin blah. im haunted. im not fucking stupid. i know what suicide girls are kid, thats why im here. to embrace this amazing community made of some of the most stunning women to ever walk the earth. these women are fuckin godesses on earth in their own right. and im confident as hell or why would i be here?

like i said, im haunted, not fuckin stupid. i dont need to be told im good enough, because fuck that. if you dont think im good enough sod off and suck it kid cause youve obviously got the wrong standards.

also, no calling me rachizzle. or rachizzle pants or anything of the sort. just cause your cute and awesome and i wanna do you doesnt mean you get to call me that. i fuckin hate that. just forget it ever existted. i thought i would be able to handle rachizzle but i was wrong. dont call me it. i didnt tell anyone on here that name and id like to keep it the name that t hey dont know.

and anyway.....



CLOOOOOOOVER!!!!!

OH MY GOOD GOD IN HEAVEN!!!!!!

jeeeeezzzz i wish i coulda gone up the same day as clover. that would be amazing. her new set is ooohhh sooooo beaautifull just like you would expect.

i love t he sg's. t hey make the world go round.

soon i hope to join them. maybe i can make someones world go round as well.





anyway.......back to the spirits. i feel condemned everytime i walk into my house. this used to be an old folks home. i wonder if anyone died here. plus its from the 70s or so and apperantly the ceiling or something is poisonous if you fuck with it.

not tha id be fucking my ceiling but still......


anyhoo...heres my summary of the entry.

1. i know im good enough.
2. i dont need confidence. just cause im sad and fucked doesnt mean im not confident. thats a strange conclusion to draw, really.
3. im haunted...
4. but im not stupid.
5. clover is amazing.
6. DUDE.....CLOVER!!!!!
7. i wish nadine would have another set.
8. my ceiling will be the death of me.



ps i might be moving to san jose at years end. its lookin like bellingham wa or san jose ca.

eh....help?

also here is a very awesome poem but the very awesomethenine now go tell him hes very awesome.
i saw your purple hair
like the sky at twilight,
the blossoming lotus on your chest.
your forward smile made me shy,
slow kicked my feet from under me.
we barely said hello
though our palms touched gently,
left a lingering warmth
until i waved goodbye
as i saw you leave.
after a night spent tongue tied
my head hit the pillow reeling
into kahlua filled dreams.
kiss
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
zgrat:
it's ok to be bummed. i get like that sometimes. i hear san jose is nice. i should visit sometime biggrin
May 20, 2005
tiger__10:
Yeah your not gonna miss much by skippin the film. I just thought I'd check the darn thing out because I was bored.

So San Jo huh? well it's diffrent from Wa, lots of afternoon traffic, smog, brown hills, lots of cops, sirens, shitty drivers, but that's only some of the bad things. We got cool shit over here too, lots of clubs, bars, coffie shops whatever theres always somthing going on over here, and if you dont like it you can always go to SF and rock out with your cock out.

So why the thought of moving? shocked
May 20, 2005

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