kahlua

i think there really may be something wrong. s omething is not right with the universe.

i feel like i am alive but im not supposed to be.

its been one crazy daze since i got back into spokane last nite. i was only home about two hours and it seemed like the world crashed down around me.

maybe it did. i feel like...in beetlejuice when the people dont realize their dead yet....but im not gone.

everyone aroun me sees and interacts with me as though im alive. so i must be.

i think im being fucked with. evil spirits. im not kidding and im not psycho.

but their here. their doing soemthing fucked up and my resistance is not strong right now and im super perceptive and can pick up whatever they want me to.

and i dont think they want me around.

well be at rest evil spirit dudes. im on my way out. yah i know it will take a while but im moving. i dont know what difference it will make exactly except that i k now i will feel better.

i just felt alot more alive w hen i was in bellingham.

something in the air....forever searching but i find it nowhere.

goddamn. i think there must be a tiger army quote that can explain any situation.

insanity.
hmmmmm....what do you think? what should i do?