god fuckin dammit.i fuckin hate everything this second.
from the fact that im not good enough to this shtty music to the weird mouse pad on a laptop to the fact that i dont want to play this stupid game and live up to their standards but im just soooo sick of being looked over and i wonder what it would take to be some one that fuckin matters.
this is such a stupid game and it is everything i hate but its unavoidable. i have been a key player for seven years or more and i dont want to pretend im not but no one listens and its not like i know what to say anyhow but i just think it would be nice if someone actually gave a fuck and maybe people would stop pretending...and wecould all go blind andnothing would matter.
i want to fuckin scream till i break till i fuckin crumble i want to scream to death it feels like the only thing that will take away the stress. im just sick of beiing someone like this.
from the fact that im not good enough to this shtty music to the weird mouse pad on a laptop to the fact that i dont want to play this stupid game and live up to their standards but im just soooo sick of being looked over and i wonder what it would take to be some one that fuckin matters.
this is such a stupid game and it is everything i hate but its unavoidable. i have been a key player for seven years or more and i dont want to pretend im not but no one listens and its not like i know what to say anyhow but i just think it would be nice if someone actually gave a fuck and maybe people would stop pretending...and wecould all go blind andnothing would matter.
i want to fuckin scream till i break till i fuckin crumble i want to scream to death it feels like the only thing that will take away the stress. im just sick of beiing someone like this.
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Hey I had fun hanging with you guys tonight..and that purple hair of yours makes me wanna cry.. *sob* your fucking amazing.
ps. I'd send you flowers..
Anyways don't forget about me girl I'd love to get to know you better, maybe I'll see ya around for Millencolin...
If not "Penguins and Polarbears" I guess.
night. ;
)
[Edited on May 09, 2005 9:22PM]