"i break in two over you and each peice of me dies"

is it strange to feel heartbroken when no one has just broken your heart???????

i feel so derailed.
this is all to be fixed. it doesnt matter. sooooo much doesnt matter now. im out of here. on to better things???

on to my future. my life. my existance.

"now you need me now you dont"

well. not so sure anyone here ever needed me. not in retrospect.

just my little darling sarahjane is my true friend and the wonderous critter wants to go to. no tellin what will happen but im out to make my future a good one.

"deep deep deep in the heart of your sins"
im diving in and who knows if and when ill come up for air.

**sigh**