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Thursday Apr 28, 2005

Apr 28, 2005
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im very mixed up and dizzy like...because im so confused and feel so boxed up and cornerd.

like its going to be impossible for me to ever be good enough. not standards, not sizes, not beauty.

it has nothing to do with me, really. maybe...something. im just sort of cursed. ok that does sound quite odd, no? yes!!!!!

but its how i feel. see, i have a theory that maybe some people in this world were just meant to have more of this kind of confusion and difficulty so that others can have less. and be happier. kind of a inferiority quota the worlds creator had to fill.

make any sense? yah? nien?? eh eh ehhhh????

well. at least your sexy.

ps mnislahi is amazing
dexie:
amen sista! I feel like like 95% of the effin time! puke
Apr 28, 2005
kogii:
sweetie, you sound all confused kiss . if it's any consolation, i also feel a bit like you do. especially the boxed up and cornered part. basically, most of my stressing at the moment is about my future, and it just feels like so many doors are closed to me already, and like many of my decisions regarding my future have already been made, and i'm not comfortable with this thought of not being to compleatly make my own decisions...pfft, i don't know. that's just one of my many stress-things going on in my head at the moment. confused

and you're right, hot chocolate was better than a cup of bleach! however it smelt all yucky and sugary...wasn't nice at all!!

bye bye beautiful kiss

xxx
Apr 28, 2005

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