kahlua

hi ok two things.

one. if you want to be amazing for me and see what i look like go to

skankabella on myspace

hope that works for anyone who actually tries. thanks

and number two

sarah jane~~you have been super rad throughout all this shit you are dealing with. you know im always going to be there for you through it all.
and you have been very supportive of me and encouraging me to do these things that i have been given the oppertunity to do. you encourage me to do them because they will be good for me.
however, when i do these things it means i have to spend time with those people who we are not too fond of at this time, and you have shown that you are ok with that. i might not be so ok with it though.
yah you know whats going on and you still support me going. but im not so sure. it is a good oppertunity, if things pan out, but it might not be worth it in the end. i know it could bring me some extra pocket change and exposure, so ill take any oppertunity i get, but i only will take so much.
i dont want to be there if they talk shit about you or try to pull me away. you know w hat? their toxic. and i can only take so much before they make me too sick to have the oppertunity be worthwhile.
i heart you more than pocketchange and exposure.

dont know if youll read this but i wanted to type it anyway.
ok.
love to everyone who reads any of this.
better pics coming soon, in the next few days, i hope.