kahlua

this fabulous interview has just helped me make a whole lot of sense out of a whole lot of things.

its this guy!!!!!!!!!!!




if you havent read that interveiw yet you should. its helping me alot to talk to people around me, who are in similiar situations.

i am having a very hard time because everyone i enjoy spending time with is older (around 28) than i am. those who are my age have nothing to concern themselves with, other than getting nasty with stragners, getting drunk and doing ecstacy then calling into work, followed by bitching about having to live with their parents.

its also difficult not having alot of rockabilly culture around me, im so deeply surrounded by what i do care about, which is that cultture of classic, horror, music, art, automobiles and moveis....tattoos...all of it, and theres little of that here. one person who i particularly enjoy time with is leavign soon. cant blame him.


i guess i just panicked when i realized i wouldnt have him around anymore. luckily nailcoffin will be here helping me save my sanity for awhile.


and i just dont have it in me to walk away from my tattooing oppertunity. its too good and means way too much.


thanks nathan kostechko, youve helped make a very hard desicion a little easeir.


its still gonna hurt either way, but for now, im stayin put and livin in a small town, for the sake of my tatooing.