So, I just wanted to apologize for being rather lacking on keeping everything updated on here.
My two best friends have had the SHITTIEST couple of weeks and I've been doing my best to try and be their rock. One's boyfriend (let's call him D) cheated on her...with an underage girl. The other - her mom passed away last week and there are things that aren't adding up to it being an accident.
My mind has been reeling lately and through my confusion, I've been acting as a support system. I've never had a problem being the person they can come to with their problems.
I'm so fucking angry about D that he could fly off a cliff and I'd just shrug. He's been emotionally abusive, a lackluster father to their twins, he's put his hands on her (and she on him - it was all bad)... Like ?? He was a cop! A new cop, but a cop nonetheless and beyond the whole cheating, she was 16!! Consensual or not, that's not okay. I don't even know what was running through his mind. I just genuinely hope my best friend loves herself enough to never, EVER get back with him.
And my other best friend... I'm grieving for her mom. We weren't the closest in the world, but Tina was always so kind and fierce and opinionated and strong. Her loss was a shock, and my best friend is floundering. She's doing her best to stay strong, but there's only so much I can do to hold her together as best I can. The funeral is on Monday and I can only imagine how difficult it's going to be. I'm fully expecting sobbing -_-
On a more positive note, I just recently (finally!!) got my permit. 24 is rather old to just finally get my shit together.
So yeah. That's what's going on with my life lately.
