Why are all the progressive sex columnists/experts gorgeous? Why can't I be like Josey or Sasha or Tristan? *sigh* Further note: why does PMS make me simultaneously sad and horny? I want sex... but I don't, because I want to cry. I'm *still* waiting for the smutty photos from the smutty photographer. It's making me nervous, though I'm not sure why. I mean, I want to be a Suicide Girl, but at the same time, I have pathetic, adolescent-type body issues. Yeesh, what a girly-girl I'm being! Dinner's ready, and I'm outta here...
honsolo:
have you seen a girl names rhona raskin? she is not the best looking person in the world (well or sex advice person either) but being nervious is natural but it's all in confidence, i have a feeeling that no matter what happens your pics will be great. not all set are rejected because you look bad, sometime it's as simple as bad lighting. you still attractive in bad lightning 
tadzi:
i can relate...or rather understand, if not feel it for the same reasons you do....i want sex, i just dont want to deal with all the emotional turmoil that i know i will feel as a result of getting involved with anyone on any level. so as a result, im a friggin celibate dork.