kaetzchen

god i feel like shit. i drove all the way up here and i didnt even spend as much time with everyone at punknite as i wanted to!!! i didnt hang out with everyone at the hotel before the show cuz i was at my sisters. i was having fun at the show but then happykitten5 showed up and by then i was so hungry from not eating all day that i was getting really shaky and sick feeling so she took me to get food and when i was sitting down eating it i was so tired i couldnt even finish it. so then i didnt go to the fucking afterparty which i knew i would regret in the morning like i do....but i wouldnt have been any fun if i had gone with the way i was feeling. its fucking bullshit like this that makes me feel so old and think i might as well start having kids! ever since i lived in japan i havent been up for much and im always lazy and tired. i fucking hate it. im too young and hot to be acting like this lol. someone needs to knock some sense into me! i am glad that i met everyone that i did tho. so yeah, im really fucking sorry that i ditched you guys so much yesterday, i really am. and i came all this way. fuck.
well i will be back in town memorial day weekend...i know nothings going on, but if anyone whos gonna be around wants to hang out, please let me know!!! ill show up i swear!