Woot! Another 4 in the morning Jen random rambling session. I'm sure you all love these... 
So, basically I've been evaluating myself alot these past few days, I guess it's because I leave so soon. 8 days. : ( I don't know, I fell kind of lame sometimes because I'm getting really sentimental about leaving everything and everybody but moving to New York is so extreme for me, the town I live in has under 13,000 people and we have a Pumpkin Festival that is the biggest thing in the town every year (except for maybe an occasional large structure fire.) Anyway I've been putting lot of thought into my likes and dislikes and how I deal with people and everything and I've sstarted giving everything I thought I disliked a new evaluation because after all I'm a different person everyday, ya know. Of course some things will never change like my ever growing affinity for classic rock and oldies. I've been listening to alot more Pink Floyd and Hendrix recently. I hung out with some old friends today and it was fun. I had a long talk and walk with James (one of my best friends) about life and existence and knowlenge and the ever constant hunger to know people, devour their stories, and analyze their personalities. We talked about music, success, passions, and travel, the constant cravings for more, birthdays, and depression. It was so awesome. and I connect with him so well that I think I'm really gonna miss him when I'm gone but he said he'd come visit me in NY to do some recording stuff which made me happy. Mayu is asleep on my couch again, I've been spending alot of time with her too, I've known her since we were little girls (kindergarten) and it feels so weird to know that we're finally going our seperate ways that while we'll keep in touch we're still gonna be apart. I finally got closure on my relationship with my friend Marina a few days ago.
Ok so I should be going to bed.. I wrote alot more but because I didn't finish it yet, I just will tomorrow. (Plus my computer is being hella fucked up and I can't see what I am typing, that's why my grammar and spelling sucks right now.) Anyway, night y'all.
P.S. I love you Sal and I'm really proud of you. You're doing great.
Haha, I'm sure even Dave Miller would be proud.
So, basically I've been evaluating myself alot these past few days, I guess it's because I leave so soon. 8 days. : ( I don't know, I fell kind of lame sometimes because I'm getting really sentimental about leaving everything and everybody but moving to New York is so extreme for me, the town I live in has under 13,000 people and we have a Pumpkin Festival that is the biggest thing in the town every year (except for maybe an occasional large structure fire.) Anyway I've been putting lot of thought into my likes and dislikes and how I deal with people and everything and I've sstarted giving everything I thought I disliked a new evaluation because after all I'm a different person everyday, ya know. Of course some things will never change like my ever growing affinity for classic rock and oldies. I've been listening to alot more Pink Floyd and Hendrix recently. I hung out with some old friends today and it was fun. I had a long talk and walk with James (one of my best friends) about life and existence and knowlenge and the ever constant hunger to know people, devour their stories, and analyze their personalities. We talked about music, success, passions, and travel, the constant cravings for more, birthdays, and depression. It was so awesome. and I connect with him so well that I think I'm really gonna miss him when I'm gone but he said he'd come visit me in NY to do some recording stuff which made me happy. Mayu is asleep on my couch again, I've been spending alot of time with her too, I've known her since we were little girls (kindergarten) and it feels so weird to know that we're finally going our seperate ways that while we'll keep in touch we're still gonna be apart. I finally got closure on my relationship with my friend Marina a few days ago.
Ok so I should be going to bed.. I wrote alot more but because I didn't finish it yet, I just will tomorrow. (Plus my computer is being hella fucked up and I can't see what I am typing, that's why my grammar and spelling sucks right now.) Anyway, night y'all.
P.S. I love you Sal and I'm really proud of you. You're doing great.
Haha, I'm sure even Dave Miller would be proud.
mentula:
Well at least the dude axed you
mortuusnox:
So, ur moving to NY? I spose I wont be meeting you anytime soon then. I would be siked to be moving there. I can understand being nervous though. That's a big city. I think those pick up lines are pretty lame. At least you were being hit on though. Feel flattered.