kadium

It's fucking cold and spitting snow outside, so I guess winter is finally creeping in. Makes me wish adults got snow days too.

Spent Thanksgiving working and chatting with people other than eating the usual stuff and dealing with family. A couple friends offered to bring me plates of food since they know I sometimes forget to eat anything at all, but I just sort of brushed it off and thanked them for their concern.

Really kind of a in a weird headspace at the moment. Been talking with people more instead of sulking in a corner. Been smiling and laughing and opening up more. Trying to change and mature I suppose. But I have my moments where I want to crawl back into my safe, old shell. Fighting it as best I can.